Happiness, joy, ecstasy, I do not know what those feelings are. May be I was born to live a life devoid of all these feelings. To wither away without ever having a chance to bloom; a flower that can never bloom.
where am I? What is this place?
Who are you?
Am I dreaming? again?
Answer me!
please....
Why do I always end up here?
I keep having this dream. It's the same one every night. I dream about "her". I don't know her name, where she's from and the reason why I keep dreaming about her. I need answers but I don't know where or how to find them.
I was five, when I first had this dream. I couldn't see her face clearly then. It was blurred. With time the features became distinct. I always longed to see that face of hers and one day it happened. I saw her. Our eyes met. She smiled at me. That single smile of hers seemed to be hiding a million emotions. I could see the pain behind her eyes. I wanted to comfort her. Let her know that I'm here for her and that she's not alone. If she let me I could turn her heart of numbness into something beautiful. Somehow she reminded me of myself. A lonely nightingale.
I don't know how it happened,but somehow she's become a part of me. I want to know more about her. Her likes and dislikes. What makes her happy. If she was willing to be my friend. Unfortunately, she never talks but I'm always happy to see her. To be with her. I like her silence.
What is this feeling?
This yearning...
My heart... It's hurting....It hurts....
Stop...Please...
Why are my eyes tearing up?
Why are you doing this to me?
Tell me,please....
please...
please...
Who are you?
Answer me..... please
Fia...
I had the same dream today but something felt different. My heart. It was hurting. I ended up waking up teary eyed. I felt as though she was trying to tell me something, and she did. It was something that I longed for. Her name. Her name......
Fia... Fia.....Fia....
She's Fia.
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