Hi Dad

If you're reading what I wrote

Please don't get sad 

You probably wonder why I don't sulk 

At the thought of you

At the thought that you aren't here

Why I don't jump at the chance 

To see you 

Why I don't like my kind of self 

Around you

I don't sulk cause

I try not to think much about my problems 

So why think about how you aren't

Here or near

How I can't see you

Or get to know you

I don't jump at the chance 

To see you cause 

I don't really know you

I don't know how to talk

Or act around you

Hard to be excited to meet someone 

You don't really know

I don't act like my sorta self around you

Cause 

I don't know how you'll react

So I don't know how to act

Now when you read this

If you read this 

Don't mention this cause

Like I said before

 I try to avoid thinking about 

my problems 

Much less talk about them

Mabey I'll write about you again 

Another time 

Love you

Bye Dad