As I walked away from Bear I could feel my cheeks burning a bright red, I couldn't be gay that was impossible, During my English class all I could think about was the scenario I and Bear just had, I was quiet the whole lesson which is not like me at all. Bears little moan was re-playing in my head and it was driving me mad. It was the second lesson, In this class, I had to sit next to Bear normally I would be flinging my pencils at him or kicking him under the table but I just sat still and didn't move. People were whispering about me because Bear hadn't been to school for 2 weeks after me and my gang jumped him. He was sitting there fidgeting and glancing at me, Him sitting there was not helping the situation I had replaying in my head. I glanced at his crotch to see if his stiffy was still there but I couldn't tell. All I know was that in my tight grey uniform you could see my boner clearly,  I just hoped he wouldn't notice. Thankfully the bell went for lunch and I could go to the bathroom to sort my issue out that was pulsating in my pants. But my stupid teacher held me back for no reason as punishment for hurting Bear, 

After my teacher let me go I practically ran for the toilets, I finally managed to get there and sort this out. Jerking off in a toilet stall, Sadly it wasn't the first time. I lost my V card in one of these stalls, No one knows it was a boy and the only person who does know is Bears Brother, Not because I told him but because it was him. He was a Year 11 when I was a year 9, We used to hang around the same group of people but I didn't Bear was his brother so I started being mean to him after a week me and Zyair got drunk during school and bunked the whole day we ran from every teacher and hid in the bathroom. That was when we locked ourselves in one stool and he grabbed me and sat me on the toilet paper holder I was still 5 foot and he was 6 foot 8 so he towered above me. All of a sudden he then smashed his lips onto mine and I didn't try to stop him because we were drunk but I remembered it the next day. The sex we had in the toilets was probably the best I've ever had i tried to remove the memory by sleeping with loads of girls but when all of my friends started losing their virginities I couldn't say how or who I lost mine too because I wanted people to like me.

I had finished my business when I heard the door open and crutches on the floor, It was Bear, I automatically walked out the stall to see him crying but it wasn't to do with me as I had been in here. He was balling but as soon as he saw me he stopped and looked down, "Bear? are you alright?" I asked in a nice tone which was unlike me. He looked at me confused and just nodded but how could someone be fine when they're crying. I just stood there next to him I was still a little sweaty from what I had been doing but that was beside the point. He was still Sniffing when I noticed his phone with a message from his mum. I read the name Zyair and hospital and immediately snatched the phone. My jaw dropped when I read the text Bear didn't say anything but I could see the tears. I wasn't thinking as I leant down to give him a hug.