Chungha POV

I held Sunmi close to me, even though I wanted nothing more than to just push everyone away. 

I want Hyuna, Kristin and Sunmi

My yearns for them all and yet

I have to choose one

It's like I game, even though I would rather have my life be less complicated and I could love one, and be able to choose.

We are at Kristin's house just chilling, watching a movie.

"So, you guys are...Dating?" Kristin winced

"yes!" I squeed while Sunmi just sunk down and smiled as her answer

Why Can't she just LOVE me for god's sake! 

I felt my heart accelerate in anger but I calmed down and breathe in and out

"Ah...That nice, Congrats!" Kristin looked me in the eye but then she quickly looked away and faced back towards the screen.

"Thank you" I smile while Sunmi eye's on the movie, I squeeze her hand and she looks at me then back towards Kristin

"Thanks" She mumbled I furrowed my eyebrows

what is her problem?

"I got to go" Sunmi abruptly stands up, dehooking my hands from hers, I scowl at that.

" Ok, let's go~" I get up plastering a fake smile across my lips.

"Um...I need to go by myself" She hums at me. 

I feel my anger rise, but I let myself calm down.

"...and why is THAT?!" I try not to scream towards her and I keep my cool, My hands balling up in a fist.

"I-I need time to think alone, just to think things over" she grabs her stuff

"You can think he-" I try to push her into staying

"No, thanks. I'll see you all later" She turns around slinging her bag across her shoulder and leaves

"HE-" I scream but Kristin grabs my shoulder

"Just let her go, she probably conf-" 

"DON'T touch me, I don't care what she wants, she's my girlfriend MINE" I scream, all my training to keep calm and from help from my Counselor, and my mentor, it just went out.

"Woah! I'm sorry calm down" She lets go immediately and retracts scooting away from me.

I sigh and mentally roll my eyes "I'm sorry- I didn't mean to go off on you like that everything has just been stressing me out, like losing Hyuna" I say, I don't why I making up and excuse for her, but I can't have her running around the school yelling "she's crazy, She's crazy"

"awee I understand" She scoots closer and scoops me up 

You don't understand and you NEVER will

I hold her in my arms and pull her close, she seems taken aback but ignores it and pushes it off as a 'friend thing' then I felt the urge to do something.

"Kristin" I mumble she hums in response

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?" I slyly ask

She jumps from my lap and is where she was before

"What??" She screeches thinking that she misheard.

"would you like to my Lover?" I ask once more and smirk playing at my lips

"Chungha, are you high!?" She looks in my eyes checking if my pupils were dilated which of course, they weren't.

"No, I am not. I'm serious" I crawl towards her.

"Your dating Sunmi!" She points out as if I didn't know that.

"I know" I simply state 

"That's cheating" 

"I know, but not for long"

She stops and looks up at me her eyes wide

"not for long?" she asked shocked

"No, I don't feel right when I'm with her, but when I see you. My heart races, Even though at the moment it is wrong, but I will cut these ties with Sunmi, We will break up! just give me one week" I plead, I don't know what I am doing but I don't think Sunmi Is right for me at all. 

"I-I"

"If this does not work, I will be the one to leave, trust me" I look at her in the eyes

"Ok, but this is wrong" 

"I know"

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Sunmi POV

I got a text on my phone from Hyuna, which was odd, but she texted me asking to meet up. Even though I shouldn't do this, I can't help but want to see her and talk to her, even if it meant arguing. She mentioned not to bring Chungha with me, which I felt odd about but I brushed it off anyways

I pulled into the cafe where I was told to meet her.

I sighed giving myself a mental note

you can make things right by doing this

I get out of the car and head towards the doors

you got this

I open the doors and walk in, instantly noticing the long raven black hair which faced the opposite way. I walked towards her and sat in front of her, not knowing what to do or say I simply said...

"hey" 

She looked up shocked at my confidence ( which I really didn't have)  She nods and sips her drink.

"Sunmi" She cries out to me, I notice the tears in her eyes start to pour out.

"Oh! Hyuna! What's wrong??" I make my way over there and rub her back, she doesn't answer, but replies with more tears, I rub her back longer and longer until she finally looks up towards me.

"I have something to tell you" 

15 MINS LATER

Hyuna told me, about how she lied about spreading the rumors. She told me that she was having a rough time in her life and with all the stress on her shoulders she couldn't help but do that? 

But I felt like something was left out

I ignored and Cheered inside my head.

"Sunmi! I'm so so sorry!" Hyuna apologized

"it's ok, just let's not have this happen again, I was so sad" I looked down. 

even though I still liked Hyuna, just as I planned I grew romantic feelings for Chungha, I really do love her, which is weird, at first I had no feelings towards her and now I love her I really do.

with all my heart

"Wait, till I tell Chungha about this" I take out my phone and rang up Chungha but to my dismay, it went straight to voicemail, which was weird Chungha almost always answered her phone.

"Wait- before you contact Chungha. There is something going on, I feel like Chungha is doing something behind out backs" Hyuna bites her nails but she needed to let Sunmi know

"What do you mean by that?" I ask, to be honest, I was sensing the same thing.

"She just broke up with Jeon not too long ago, like 3 days ago. Then she started dating you, but there were rumors that she was cheating on you with a girl named Hwasa. 

"We just got together THIS morning, that's not possible, she was with me the whole day!" I argue back

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Authors POV

The phone rang as it sat on Kristins night stand, untouched.

The sinful noises coming out of the bedroom.

The sinful things that did in that bedroom

on the bed itself

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Sunmi POV

"Chungha's not a cheater" I argue back, I knew that I loved Chungha she was my one and only.

"Are you sure....?" Hyuna asked looking towards me

"Yes! If you just came back to ruin this, then you can-"

"Woah! I'm sorry I'm just watching out for you, ok?" She put her hands up in response.

"I understand, is there anything else?" I look down, even though I wanted to believe that the one I loved was a cheater, I had a pit of doubt in my conscious

"Ok, well that's not all, hear me out OK? I'm pretty sure..that Chungha has something to do with the rumors" She twisted the ring on her fingers as she looked down in dismay.

"I don't think SHE would do something that. Cmon Hyuna, you have to open your eyes! Chungha is Nice, Caring, and loyal." I try not to yell but, how does she have the audacity to accuse Chungha of such things when she went on a rampage herself!

"yea, your right. I guess I'm just being superstitious about all this. I'm still so sorry for what I've done. I didn't want to hurt you or Chungha in any way, please forgive me and let me back in." She starts to cry once more 

"I forgive you, You are OK!" I hug and start thinking about this whole situation myself. Questions began popping through my head nonstop.

Why am I doubting my own words

why do I care?

What kind of excuse was that, should I believe it?

Is this the end of our fighting?

But one that kept coming in an overpowering ever single one my thoughts was

Why does my heart pound out of my chest when It comes down to Hyuna?