Hannah was frozen then she just fell into her blank bullet train like thoughts that swept through her before she gathered herself recovering from the shock. Her actions were quick she returned to a neutral expression her green eyes mirrored ice solid and unreadable.

"Do I look dependable...Do I look like I would care...Do I look like a comforting anchor that could help someone through bad times?.."

She finished her words were clear and slicing laced with a cold-hearted venom that would belong to no friend or someone who cared. She huffed turning away letting herself get dragged into her overwhelming thoughts as she heard the taps of feet she just continued not turning her back continuing her concentrated straight away to the school yard ready to go 'home'. Home for her switches after 3 months so she doesn't get attached why should she? Most times these temporary stays consisted of her closing herself off she was alone. She chose this alone was better than anything she could think of. she could be with her thoughts which either tore her apart with that dark creeping voice that she felt creeping in which would take control every minute that ticked by or they comforted her knowing she was in isolation no fear of someone coming along and offer meaningless words that never stuck.

These statements infuriated her to no end they had been said to her face to many times they held no meaning anymore..They meant nothing the words would just be useless ramble as far as she was concerned They were the classics as she would put them she scoffed internally every time she heard them from any where or anyone sometimes she would chuckle sadly at their stupidity and how wrong they were. Words were sugar coated sweet lies that held cruel intention intentional or not it didn't matter words could slice some ones sanity and self esteem in half. Words especially lies. The sweet sugar coated lies especially could kill some one faster then a bullet could ever wish to.

Everything is going to get better

You can get through this happier times to come!

We are here for you,you will get better with time...

We are here for you!

We will help you get through this!

Hannah choked on the last one memories flooding her she kept her composure till she found the nearest tree she began to climb up it carefully it was evident that she had years of practice maneuvering the branches and climb with ease as she tested a branch then sat her back to the bark her legs in front of her but not stretched out. She felt safe only when she was high up she had been coming to the trees for sanctuary ever since she was little she pulled on her zipper watching a flowing stream she was in the nearby woods near the school she loved coming here. She breathed a sigh of relief then she pulled out a black case she looked at it sorrow clouded her face as she opened the locks. The clicks bounced through the forest even though it was just a quick sound it still traveled through. She pulled out the silver flute the flute looked well loved evident to Hannah gentle care of the item. She looked on then brought it to her lips. 

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Hi yall! I may post more but i'm not to sure because the next pages coming up are well heavy and laced with a lot of my own emotions. So I may take longer to get those up with wanting to avoid writing them but they are key points for Hannah so I cant cut them off!

I'm a determined bean so no worries the longest would probably be 4 days to a week!

Not to sure yet but i will get them posted with in this month or next possibly 3-5 updates in one day these pages will be marked as -Symphony of tears part 1-5/6 not to sure yet these pages will surely be longer make sure to bring your tissues. If you wish to not read these then you may skip them there may be a bit of confusion but i will try to keep it survivable to the following pages to those who wish to not experience feels! These pages will be tricky on my part to write considering that they are similar to my own past. T-T But no worries after finishing these marked pages I will most likely hold a Q&A!

So please put your questions on any of the pages currently written and I will answer them following after symphony of tears marked pages or a few pages after depends! ~2amcoffee~

-The depressing parts are soon to end more of the better feels to come soon-