"The me in this moment is frustrated, angry and confused. She is struggling to keep her mind, heart and body intact. She is trying so hard, hoping that all this effort will lead to something good. That hopefully the future her, the more mature her is happy and proud all because of her present self. She hopes that all the tears she shed, all the pain she felt and all the sleepless nights she spend will turn in to an endless series of smiles and happy moments. Hopefully..."