After those past hours for the first time I was feeling warmth and comfort. I had a nice dream last night. My brother was engulfing me in a comfortable embrace and I felt protected and carefree, nothing else. I was trying to open my eyes, but the light was making my vision blurred. My head was hurting like hell as if a truck had collided with me. I guess I've drank too much at the party once again. I felt tired and the only thing I wanted was to stay like this, feeling warm and protected like ...

After a few more minutes I slowly parted away my heavy eyelids. I got stunned; in front of me was Ty's face. He was in a deep slumber and his arms were around me. My head was on the left side of his chest. I was so close to him that l could hear his heartbeats. How in the world I end up in the same bed with him once again? Immediately I looked around and I noticed I'm in his room. No it can't be happening yet again!

My head hurt way too much and I was feeling dizzy, but I pushed away everything and jumped out of his bed. "For Heaven's sake someone please just tell me how I always end up here?" I literally slapped myself.

Inhaling a deep breath I told myself "Think Theo, just think". Flashbacks from last evening came in my mind. I was getting ready for Blake's party. I was pretty annoyed and then my mind got dimmed. Ugh! I can't remember anything else. I kneel down near the bed my hands automatically landed on my hair in annoyance and suddenly I felt a bump.

"If you jump around like a monkey, it means you're sober," I heard Ty's voice, his eyes were glaring at me. "And... next time please try not to vomit near me. Frankly speaking kid I've enough of yours nastiness." I looked at him confused and there was a slight fear in the back of my mind but that was the very moment when I noticed him smirking at me.

It is the same Ty, same comments, and same situation. This would only happen to me. For a few seconds I forgot my head was throbbing heavily. I open my mouth to say something but his phone started ringing and he makes a sign for me to shut up.

"Where the hell are you Ty?" I hear Blake shouting. I look at Ty and I'm starting to think the same thing. Did I do something unexpected or stupidity last night? I can't even remember if I got to the party. I see Ty looking toward the window and suddenly he says something which takes me off guard.

"Me and Theo...we're at the café shop." He looked at me and gave me a sign which I don't have. They talk about the party but Ty seemed off. He was only replying in short words or letting out some noises to resemble some words. After the conversation ends, he stood up from his bed and he walked near me. "You should thank me for last night." He tells me, not looking toward me.

"Thank you?" I say puzzled. What the hell had I done this time? I look at him and his cheeks had a shade of pink in them. Is he blushing? Did Blake tell him something just now? I look at him but he diverts his eyes from me. In the two and a half years since I've known Tyler, that was the first time he did that. Really strange!

Then he looks at me but he only says a few words "Shower time, you rest more." I nod and he got out of my sight leaving me on the floor near the bed confused and nearly naked. Why am I in these boxers? I lean my body on the bedside. I was feeling dizzy again and my eyes closed on their own. I hear the sound of the shower and it reminds me of rains that for some reason always calmed me down.

The fresh smell from Ty's sheets reminded me of my brother. We all used to live under the same roof. He was always there to calm me down when I was upset, wrapping his arms around me and kissing my forehead. It's been three long years since I missed my brother who was my home for me. Now I live in a hell in name of a bricked house. Each day I wished that moment to return. Sometimes I wonder why I still have hopes left in me because deep down inside I know I am only going to get hurt by hoping. I was broken but when my brother was with me everything heartache seemed to fade away but now I'm broken beyond repair, I'm fragmented. Maybe nothing can fix me anymore.

I shook my head, trying not to think of the past. Now those memories are just like dust in the wind, totally scattered away. I heard Ty coming in the room but I do not open my eyes. The light was too bright for me. He tossed a blanket on me and mumbled something, with irritation in his voice. "Annoying ..." I think it was...