-Mom are you here ?

-Yeah, do you need help packing ?

-Nope!

-Okay, eat a snack before you go to sleep.

-Aren't you gonna tell me to eat lunch ?

-Nick texted me.

-Wait what? When did you two started texting ?

-Oh we text all the time!

-Really ?! Were you gonna tell me ?

-I always forget. It never comes up.

-Are you serious?

-I've got to admit if i had a daughter I would try everything to get her to marry him.

( At that moment I knew the theme of my dreams …)

-Okay?! Anyway I am going to start packing!

-Good for you!

I packed my bag and ate some strawberries with Greek yogurt 😋.

-Okay time for bed! SLEEP.

I said out loud by mistake. My mom heard me and came to my room.

-Do you need anything ?

-No, you know I am just trying to sleep.

Stop being so anxious, it's not healthy!

-Yeeees moooom.

-Good night!

-Night!

I started thinking about how my life would be if Iwas with him. Nick is gentle funny handsome. Everything I want. I have pictured myself with him so many times…I didn't allow myself to develop any feelings and buried the one that surface… He is straight. Straight. Straight….

That word kept repeating in my head until I fell asleep.

-Good morning Jake. Today you are going to Melanie's. Don't forget to check the bag and kiss mom goodbye. Also FUCK Charles!!

Mmmmm that's how I like to wake up. It's not 7 am. It's 10. I will eat breakfast at my pace and relax. I checked my phone to see if Melanie texted while I was asleep. Yep she had.

"6 to get snacks together"

Okay great I will sleep one more hour to save energy for the trip.

….

-JAKE WAKE UP.( Melanie )

-WTF WHAT ARE YOU DOING ?!

-Let's go to a soccer game!!

-Whyyy....

-Cause you haven't come to see any of the games of Tom.

I saw a picture of Tom and said to Linda that she should go out with him. And then I got stuck with him being my crush. Which he TOTALLY isn't. Great body great looks don't know a thing about that dude.

-Okay okay I don't have anything to do anyway.

-Finallyyy

-But can we go alone ..

-Oh sure

-Thanks!

-Get ready hurry !

-CHILL BITCH!

-HAHAHAH

We watch the game and we went to get snacks after. Then we went to her house. We didn't do anything we have planned of COURSE. But we ate and talked a lot. But at some point we decided to look at the places we will be.

-Hey that's so beautiful 😍!

-The lake yes Jake.

-Don't you think so ?

-OMG HAHAH LAKE JAKE

-hahahahahah

-IT WAS MEANT TO BE.

-we are SOOOO drunk.

-Talk about you.

-Bitch we have empty a bottle of whiskey.

-And?

-There is no way I have drink even ¼ of it.

-Oh yeah you right HAHAHA.

-Hey since we are drunk… do you believe that this trip will change our life's ?

-Whaaat

-I mean like something will happen.

-DO YU WANT TO HAVE SEX THAT BAD HAHAHAH

-HAHAHAHAHAH.

-Hey you never know maybe something will happen maybe not…

-I sure hope so.

-I know how much you want to live in Germany.

-Yeah but I don't know anything about it XD.

-Well it's a chance to learn and decide whether you like it or not!

-Yep you are right.

-And who knows, maybe you will get to join a threesome.

-WHAAAT BITCH SHUT UP WHAT IF YOU PARENTS HEAR US.

-hahahahah relax it's 4 something.

-YOUR MOM WAKES UP AT 5.

-TRUEEE

-CLEAN CLEAN LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT CAUSE IT DOES.

-We said we would sleep.

-And you took out the drinks.

-Yep.

-Now we are gonna be tired all day.

After we finally finished we went to bed just in time before Melanie's mom woke up. She let us sleep for 2 hour ( she definitely knew what we have done trust me ).

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