I am straight. Let me make that clear. I am supposed to be straight but this had one exception.

Unrequited love. Sounds good on your tongue, right? But it is not as good in real life as it sounds. Because in the end, it is just one-sided, unrequited, shitty love. I loved a girl for six years. I didn’t want to love her but my heart did not allow. We became friends. It was easy because we had similar interests. We listened to k-pop, watched anime and read books. Then, we became best friends. She opened up that she was a supporter of LGBT community. She said she liked me. She said I was her best friend. She said I was her most favorite person in the world. But that was all long ago. Now I am just invisible to her. Forget being a friend, I am not even human to her. I am just another creature to play with.

Everybody says love is beautiful, that when you love someone they will return it back. That you will feel like you are in heaven. That your life will be way better. But it’s just a sentence, a sentence made of words. Words that mean nothing at all. Because if the people who said these words had two eyes and a brain or at least common sense they will know that breakups exist in this shitty world of love. Honestly, I find love so funny. Love is so goddamn funny. It’s like another crap soap opera on TV. Love doesn’t exist. It is just a myth. A myth that only idiots crazy in love believe. In real life, it is a funny piece of crap. A piece of crap and nothing more.