Okay so since you will find out more about it in this chapter anyway, this is a DDLB story. I should have explained at the beginning but wanted to keep the surprise.
That stands for Daddy Dom/Little Boy. It is a lifestyle of the BDSM community. It is where the Daddy acts as the caregiver (it can be a sexual or non sexual relationship). They take care of the little. The little is someone who can act grown or go into what is called little space. Little space is when you act and think as a child. it can range anywhere from newborn to teens. This lifestyle is often used to relieve stress or anxiety and depression. Some do it just for fun because they like the lifestyle. This has NOTHING to do with incest or pedophilia. The term daddy is used only because it is a male caregiver! Throughout the rest of the story I will explain more in each chapter, but if you have any questions or anything specific you would like to see, please let me know.
Thanks for reading!!!
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*Tamaki’s POV*
I found Shinso’s house key in his pocket, so I unlocked his door and brought him inside to lay him on his bed. Once I found his room, I confirmed what I thought was true. Shinso is in fact a little. I never thought that my fantasy about my crush being a little would actually be real! But this makes me super happy because maybe I will actually have a little of my own now! I have always wanted Shinso to be my little.
I snap out of my thoughts and proceed to lay him on his bed. He whines from loss of contact with me, so I grab the stuffed elephant that is by his head on the bed and put it into his arms. He grabs it tightly and starts to snuggle into it. I see his paci on the bedside table and I rub it against his lips. He instantly takes it into his mouth with a content sigh. After tucking him in, I go down to his kitchen and rummage through his cabinets. I find his sippy cups and I fill on with apple juice and bring it with me back to his bedroom, setting it on the bedside table for when he wakes up. I see a chair near a small desk in his room and decide to wait for him to wake up to make sure he doesn’t need anything.
After about an hour of waiting, Shinso wakes from his nap. At first, he looks very confused. Then his eyes land on me. I watch as they widen in horror as he realizes I am in his room and he is clutching a stuffie and has a paci in his mouth. “T… Tamaki… Wha-what are you doing here?” Shinso asks with a nervous tone to his voice. I walk over to him and sit on the end of the bed. I turn to him and open my arms for him without saying anything. He looks at me, and very hesitantly climbs into my lap and snuggles into my chest, “Hello Shinso. May I ask if I am speaking to little you or big Shinso?” Shinso looks at me astonished, “I… I’m big… How…” I chuckle at his confused face and give him a gentle squeeze, “It’s okay Shin. Please don’t be nervous. I know you’re a little because of how you acted before bed earlier and because of the activities you like to do today. I know you’re a little because of the way your room is decorated and the things you have around your house. I know about littles because I am a daddy.”
Shinso backs away from me only slightly and stares at me with his mouth hide open, letting his paci fall out. “YOU?! YOU’RE A DADDY?! I THOUGHT ONLY IN MY WILDEST DREAMS YOU WERE A DADDY! IS THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENING RIGHT NOW OR AM I DREAMING?!” He starts to whisper yell as he freaks out at what I said. I gently put my finger to his lips to silence him, “Yes Shinso, I am a daddy. I have been a daddy for about 5 years now and I have never had a little. If we are being honest, I always wanted you to be my little, but I didn’t think that was possible in anything other than my dreams. I know we still have to get to know each other, but I would like you to know that the fact that I would eventually like you as my little is a very real thing.”
He blushes a deep shade of red and buries his face in my chest as I wrap my arms around his waist. I can hear him taking slow, deep breathes to try to calm himself. “Shinso, sweetie, are you alright?” I ask him as I rub circles on his back. He nods against my chest before he starts talking, it being slightly muffled by my shirt, “I’m okay. I just haven’t had a daddy for as long as I have been a little. It is something new to me. Kaminari lets me have play dates with Katsuki and he watches me, so I don’t have to take care of myself. And I have liked you for a while now and I have always wanted you to be my daddy, but I was terrified you would actually judge me and just throw me away once you found out so I honestly didn’t plan on you ever finding out about this at all.” His voice fades into a slight whisper as I hear him sniffle. I reach my hand between us until I feel his chin. I slowly lift his head up until he is facing me. I wipe the few tears away that have escaped out of his eyes, “Shinso, listen, I know we are new to this. I know we aren’t dating, and we have only been on one date, but I want you to know that I would like to go on more dates with you. I would very much like to get to know each other. I would still very much like you to be my boyfriend and my little when you feel the time is right. And until then, if you need to go into little space or you want to be little and not have to depend on Kaminari and Katsuki, then just call me. I will come over here or you can come to my place, or wherever you feel safe at, and I will take care of you. I will be there for you any time you need, no matter what time or day it is. As scary as it seems, I will not leave you alone.” I gently kiss his forehead and stare into his eyes. He sniffles again and throws his arms around my neck.
I look from his eyes to his soft looking lips and I smile at him, “Sweetheart, what do you think you’re doing with your arms around my neck like this?” He blushes again and whispers, “Nothing daddy. I just really like to hold onto you. I feel safe in your arms.” I place a gentle kiss on his cheek, making his blush deepen before I leaned into his ear to whisper, “would it be okay if I kissed you Shin?” He nods his head eagerly as I pull away from his ear. I chuckle lightly and before I know it his lips are on mine in a slow and sensual kiss. I don’t try to rush him or go to fast. I don’t want to scare him away. So, I kiss him gently and put passion into it so that he knows I really want him. After a few minutes we pull apart for air and I see him smiling at me, so I smile back at him. Then he says something I didn’t expect him to say right now…
“Tamaki, I know we don’t know each other well yet, but can you be my daddy and my boyfriend now instead of waiting?”
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