The street is so depressing in the night. So silent with no one around. Although I walk here everyday, today seems more sad. Oh yeah, I had my heart broken for the 1235434th time. My heart is always broken. I have just lost hope in fixing it back again. So boring. My past is broken and my present just broke.

"You worthless brat! I am cursed to have given birth to you!!", these are the first words I heard from my mother-in-name-only. This happened when I was 2 on the day of my father's death. He was the only one who seemed to care about me and even he was gone. After my father's death, I was abused to death. I couldn't even enjoy normal things. Eating dog food, getting stabbed by my mother were just the least of problems. I never wanted to go back to that house. Once I stayed after school because I didn't want to go home and my teacher sexually assaulted me and threatened to tell my mother that I skipped school. Haha, I can't believe I was scared of that fucker. I did one good thing and that was studying well. I studied well and got a part-time job after which I ran away from home. I thought I was better off that way. It must have been a joke played by my life.

I just want to go home and live a meaningless life. Shit, I totally forgot!! The new headphones are arriving today. The delivery man must be there by now. I must run. Thank goodness, he is still here!!                                                            "Thank you. Sorry I am late.", he said. I have a thing for headphones. I have about 300 of them. This is a limited edition I wouldn't have got it if not for my skills. It is so good. I put it on. Wait, what the hell is happening? Why do I feel like the world is rotating at the speed of a hurricane?