The alarm goes of its 7 am.
I forgot to turn it off, again. I get up and turn it off, i wince then get back in bed. I miss him so much and no one knows how much pain I'm in because i keep it all to my self... But i guess i just cant trust anyone enough to tell them.
Time goes on so slowly. But then i realised, it was 3pm, after watching youtube. I went down stairs to get a drink, my mum asked i had eaten i said yes because i didn't want to eat. I got a drink then headed back to my room where i proceeded to watch youtube.
I heard my mum shout up the stairs, saying my brothers names, to go to sleep, and i continue to watch youtube. I felt a heavy feeling of loneliness as I'm always left out. Its a small thing but it really hurts being left out and no one coming to see if I'm okay. I feel so alone.
Dark thought fill my mind and then everything went black.
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