Ryan

The music is super loud in here. I love it. I am here with my friends at a party, first one being third years and to celebrate I decided to wear a blue to red silk button up with the top few buttons unbuttoned revealing my chest, tucked into a pair of black pants and to finish it off a brown leather belt and brown leather dress shoes. And my hair is swooped over to the side.

“Gods I wish this fucking music could be turned down” That was Michael, I have a feeling he doesn’t like parties and if it weren’t for Matthew he would still be in his dorm. I also have a feeling that Matthew is the one who dressed him for this event, he is wearing a navy blue tight shirt that makes it to where you can see his abs through it and a pair of black jeans, with his dark red hair spiked as usual so with his jawline he looks like a stereotypical bad boy and extremely intimidating.

“Hah, I don’t think you do, you can easily go into a bedroom and have sex with the man you have been in love with for most of your life and no one would hear you.” Leon is smirking like crazy. He looks really good today, he was most likely dressed by Noah though because he is wearing black jeans with a white long-sleeve button up with the top two buttons unbuttoned and a red tie that has been loosened and is hanging limply around his neck. And his black hair is slicked back with gel and with his complexion he slightly looks like an anime vampire.

“Shut the fuck up” When Michael says this Leon laughs evilly.

“Hey Michael let’s go get some more drinks” Matthew says probably just to break them up before it gets worse. Today Matthew actually looks really intimidating, especially with his thin icy blue eyes. He is wearing a lime green shirt that most likely came from Michael’s closet because it is much too big, and one side of it is tucked into a pair of black pants with black shoes. His hair is just flipped onto one side but that just adds to the intimidation of him.

“Can you grab me one as well, I’m almost out.” Noah doesn’t normally drink and so I’m surprised that he has even had one let alone is asking for another. Today Noah is wearing a purple T-shirt that makes it to where you can see the muscles in his arms. Under that he is wearing some dark wash jeans. With his strong jawline he looks like he would play football although he hates the sport. His hair is pulled back into a small man bun and his purple eyes seem to be glowing.

“Sure, what do you want?” Matthew asks while Michael looks visibly annoyed about how slow Matthew is being.

“I don’t really care, just not something super strong” When Noah says this Matthew nods and runs to join Michael who had already started walking.

While waiting for them to return I spot a girl standing over by the beer pong table talking to another girl so I decide to walk over to them.

When Leon notices me walking he asks, “Where the fuck are you going?”

“I’m going to go talk to someone.” I respond and he looks obviously annoyed but when he tries to talk again Noah covers his mouth and just gives me a thumbs up.

“Hey” I say as I couldn’t think of anything else.

“Oh hello, my name is Emma, how about you” She said with a smile and a wink, she is very pretty, she has light pink eyes and pink hair with very pale skin. She is wearing a black long sleeve top and a black choker with a white and black plaid skirt and knee high boots.

“My name is Ryan”

“Well, Ryan, where are you from?” She asks again smiling.

“I’m from up north, how about you?”

“Oh! Same! Where did you go to school?” She asks and she seems actually really amused.

“XXXX XXXX elementary, how about you?” I say with a wink and she seems to fawn over that, women always seem to have that reaction around me but I am never really allowed to date because I’m always stopped before we can get serious.

“Ah cool, I went to XXXXX XXX elementary. So you’re like really cute, do you want to get out of here?” She asks with a wink and a lustful smile.

“Well can I get your number first?” I ask because I’m looking for something more serious and not just a meaningless hookup.

“Ah, I’m not really looking for something serious right now, and you’re really cute and all but not someone I see as being serious with me.” As she said this I am actually really sad because if that’s how everyone sees me just because I look halfway decent how am I supposed to actually have a relationship last?

“Ah, well I’m sorry for wasting your time.” As I say this I nod and head back to Leon and Noah and I see Matthew and Michael are back.

“Wellll, how did it go?” Noah asks with a hopeful look in his eyes.

“She can’t see me being serious with her because of how I look. God, I’m not even that good-looking, I wish people would just take me seriously for once.” I say this as I drag my hands through my hair.

“See this is why he can’t be trusted to make his own decisions.” As Leon says this he sighs heavily and glares at Noah.

“I think I just want to go back home, can we do that please?” When I say this everyone nods all pretty drunk and tired because it is now just about midnight.