I stand by his side. Adohiro calls for an ambulance. Hakuoh runs away. I don’t care I just need Akahiko to live. My new memories are still flooding in. He is really my brother. The ambulance quickly gets here. As there trying to get him in, he says one thing.

“Don’t be a fool cause you’ve lost. Be hero so you can win.” He was being ushered away. We are quickly taken to the hospital to see him. He can’t die. No he can’t. I saw him there. He was there, or at least his body was.

He trusted me. Why didn’t I stop her. I let him down. I should of helped. I could of helped him, but no I’m useless. I’m an useless nobody. Why would he ever trust me. I’m just the worst person on this planet. Why would anyone trust me. I’m just too weak. I should have helped.

It’s my fault he’s dead

If it wasn’t for me he’d be alive. I could of stopped this, but no I’m just useless. I must be a disappointment. I should of helped him-NO! If I did try to help what could I have done. I would of just died along with him. I couldn’t help if I wanted to. I’m just so useless.

I have to get to school. I need to get stronger and that’s the only way. The walk to school is much different than before. It seems more quiet even though no one said a word before. I’ll miss my first class but I should get there by at least my third class. That’s when we are awakened so I can finally be strong. So I need to school as soon as I can, but I can’t muster the energy to do it any faster. I’m a broken shell of a human. I’m here alone and I need to get to class, but why. It’s not like I’ll be strong. I’m weak, broken, and useless. Why do I even live. No, I need to get stronger. The road to school is empty. No one is here. I’m all alone in life and here. My brother is still at the hospital. He probably won’t go to school today, but I need strength. I need to get to school, but I can’t muster the energy to get there any faster than this.

As I’m arriving at my class it has ended. My third class is starting next. These halls seem silent. Though just about everyone is yelling, it seems very quiet. Is everywhere I go quiet. No from this point onward my whole life will be quiet. I’m here alone with no one I can depend on. Wait I think I see Jiro over there. But I shouldn’t go talk with him. I don’t need to drag him down any further than I’m sure I already have. I just walk by and ignore him. Jiro is too good for me. I just need to get to class. These halls feel so long. It feels like hours have passed since I left class and I’m only just now getting there. I wonder what magic I’ll have.