"Don't you dare even think about doing that you dirty bastard!" I screamed and pushed him with my legs as far away as I had the power to. He made me angry the way he said what he said. I didn't even want to think about that. It was just unbelievable.

"You're insane. You want to mark me just so you stay alive."

"Why not my dear. You're my mate. The last time I checked I can do whatever I want with you." He said and began walking up to me which made me even angrier.

"You're just afraid because you know that I could easily kill you without even blinking." I said menacingly at this so called 'mate'.

"I'd like to see that."

He crossed his hands in his chest again. Oh, how much I wanted to beat him right then and there. Why the bloody hell did the goddess made him my mate? There's got to be something wrong with the world. Did I do something wrong to be with this dickhead.

"Go fuck yourself."

"Oh no. Why loose the energy when that's your job."

I hope he sees how much I hate him from my so not lovable face. My face was full of disgust he was a monster that had to be bond to me.

"I'm not talking to you anymore."

I promised myself that I'll keep that promise. He'll get angry and luckily at least he could leave me.

"Oooh, the silent treatment."

I looked everywhere but at him to annoy him even more.

"Does your mother or father know what you're doing? Or your pack and alpha? No, I mean your ex pack and alpha. From now on I am your alpha and your mate."

I laughed at that. Does he really think that just because we're mates he owns me in any way? Well good luck with that buddy because only I own myself.

"Let's make this clear for you because I can see you can't see the obvious things here. I am no one for you. And you are not my alpha. You're not even close to what an alpha should be. Like my alpha for example." He wrinkled his nose at the last part. That means I can keep going and he's gone.

"If only you knew my alpha. He is so sexy and so smart. Oh, that abs of him. Makes me go crazy. If only you knew what things he's done to me. "I moaned, closed my eyes and smiled like I am remembering something that does not exist. I tried imagining a very hot and sexy guy touching me and kissing me but the only thing I got in my mind was him but he doesn't need to know that. When I opened my eyes, his face was priceless. I've never seen him so angry before even though we only just met.

"And his hands so soft. Every time he gave me the best orga-"

"Enough." He screamed at me and hit the wall from both sides of my head. I was smirking at him, I had done it. I had pushed his buttons.

"What is it alpha? You don't want to hear about the things I am sure as hell you can't do?"

"I can do a lot better than that man. I can make you feel alive."

"But you'll never get the chance to. You'll never touch me in any sexual way. I promise you that."

"We'll see about that."

Uh, what should I do to make him at least leave me alone goddamn? He is just so persistent which is difficult for me. When they are persistent, it makes my job a little harder. A little.

"Why do you even care? You can always go and fuck those sluts of yours."

"I'll do whatever I want to."

"Oh, I see. That's why you've become the piece of shit you are now. You can always fuck those girls but you'll never be satisfied enough. You will keep on going but you'll never be satisfied, ever. You'll never know what a real pleasure is because only I can give you that." He glanced again showing me that I was right. I knew I was.

"But you'll never. And when I say never I mean you'll never fell the way only I can make you feel because I would never give myself to you."

Yes, I got him. He was so angry that he hit the wall on my left and growled. His wolf was on the edge. I am very good at getting him angry. That's because I am a good liar. I could have been an actress.

"I will have you sooner or later and you won't stop me. Do you know why?" He came as close to me as possible and grabbed my chin causing me to look him right in the eyes.

"Why?" I glanced at him not really knowing what would make me want him.

"Because you will want me as much as I will."

"Over my dead body will I let you touch me, do you hear me." Hissing at him I turned my face to the left so that he's not touching me.

"Your stupid head only thinks about sex doesn't it!?"

"When it's about you, why not?"

"Now that we are all clear will you let me go?"

"Not until you tell me why did you try to kill me."

"Okay fine, I will tell you. But you have to promise me you'll let me go."

"Can't pro..."

"Promise me or I'm not telling a thing and I will wait here, quietly for my death."

He thought about that a little and then nodded his head. He agreed.

"My boyfriend." I lied but he took my lie. He growled at that word again. Oh, so he's possessive over me now. He wasn't like that when he slapped me or when he handcuffed me with silver.

"I mean my ex-boyfriend broke up with me because he found his mate and I was heartbroken because I was and still am in love with him. I wanted to get my mind distracted for a little."

"And you went to the striptease club?" He asked doubting about my "truth".

"Yeah, every man there is horny and I thought this would be the easiest way."

"Then why did you attack me?"

"I got angry that I found my mate in a striptease club watching other girls naked. I was so angry that I wanted to beat you to dead." He smirked at me probably of the thought of me being angry at him for being with someone else.

Yeah, not a chance!

He thought about that for a few seconds again.

"I will let you go but you'll have to tell me more about your pack."

"I don't have a pack Emmett" I said it while faking a sob.

"What do you mean?" Oh my god, I am going to explode from wanting to laugh so hard. I am the best f*cking liar.

"After he found his mate I couldn't stay in his pack so I packed my stuff and left. I was moving from town to town."

"What about your parents and friends?"

"My parents died long time ago and when I dated the alpha since we weren't mates, everyone hated me for taking their Luna's place. So I had nothing to lose anymore and left." At this point I was crying. Faking crying. And from the look of his face he believed everything I said. Without saying anything he removed the chains with his hands. From staying so long on my hands and that silver destroying my power with every minute I fell. I didn't expect him to catch me but he did.

"I will take you upstairs. You need some rest."

Yeah, why wouldn't I!? After all, you were the one who put me in this cell with the silver chains! He took me in his hands and headed to somewhere with me faking yet again sobbing on his chest. No need to say how good it felt to be carried in his big strong arm. It was amazing but I focused on my sobbing. I felt him putting me on a bed. I could tell it was his from his scent all over it. And it wasn't only his might I say. It's bad enough being in his bed and now that I found out that he wasn't quite sleeping on it was just awful.

"There's bathroom in here if you want to take a shower." I started crying again. I hid my face in the pillow sobbing.

"Can you please just leave me alone for a while?"

I heard him exiting the room. I cried for a few more minutes and then stopped. I went in the bathroom and turned the water of the shower on. Without going in I went to the window and opened it, quickly jumping from it and landing on my legs. Without even thinking, I started running and headed to the city where I will mess my scent with the people there. Then I will go to the striptease club to take my bag and back to the motel. I couldn't stand being near my so called mate and the smell of all those sluts.

******

When I get in my room I took a shower and changed into some comfortable clothes.

I had to think of a plan. I had to do it. Even though he is my mate I don't think there's something that will make me want him. He's not worth it. I just don't think I deserve that kind of mate. He's not worth of me losing my job because he's my mate. And how will I explain to my boss when I don't kill him? I can't tell him the truth. I can't make a mistake here. That's not how this was supposed to be. I had to find him and kill him, even if it will kill me, I will destroy him.

But I can't kill my mate. Even I can't do that heartless think. I won't live with myself if I do that and it doesn't matter if he's good enough for me or not. I don't need to mourn for that son of bitch for my whole life.

And at that moment I made up my plan.

I went to the phone from my room and called to order a pizza. When the pizza came I turned the TV on and found a comedy to watch. After that I went to bed and fell asleep.

I promised myself that he won't kill anyone ever again. And that he will pay for what he's done to me and the people he killed.