Kiyel Russel point of view.

I am an online stalker.

I grew up in a household of females. I was practically a girl myself with all my feminine features and my cute and soft appearance.

I have a single Mother and I had three older sisters, I am the youngest.

One time, my oldest sister, Emily dressed me up in girl clothes. I was 3 years and she was 11. That was when Dad was still here, but he was disgusted and said a boy should never be in female apparel, we got beat for it.

Sometimes Emily scares me, Mom is always out working to help uphold the family, so Emily had to take the responsibility of caring for us. We all became antisocial because we never had time to have fun, we had limited time to do stuff and we had to abide by our rules. As soon as we got up to the moment we talk asleep we are always correcting ourselves, because we don't want to get in trouble and cause Emily or Mom more stress. We never had time to be socializing with other entities.

When my second oldest sister was 14 she ran away, she was too traumatized and scared of Father to keep on living with him, she couldn't handle the beatings when Father got drunk. The authorities found her body two weeks later dumped in a ravine. The murder was never caught.

Two months later Father went a little too far and Emily pulled a gun to his head, but she couldn't pull the trigger. She forced Father out with all his alcohol and drugs.

We were all relieved and thanked Emily, but we knew it was difficult for her, now she has a fear of shooting weapons.

It was better without Father wasting all our money on alcohol, but Mom still had to get another job to uphold the family. We can never see Mother except for one day of the year, the second Sunday of September.

We found sister's body on September 17th, which was the second Sunday of September and even though not every year was the 17th of September on the 2nd Sunday of September, but we never brought it up.

My third oldest sister, Allisen, is the advice person of the family, but she is laid back and chill, she is more outgoing and social than the rest of us, but she does have a fear of blood and dead bodies. Allisen and I are close in age, she is only two years older than me.

School is starting soon and I am going to 7th grade.

(Sarcastic) Yay~