Down in Hell, you and I suffer. We are but creatures of the underworld. That’s where we belong. Who were we trying to fool? We don’t belong with them, Don’t belong to that world. We yearn for Light, b/c for too long we’ve been kept in the Dark. We yearn for Love, b/c we see it everywhere. I take your hand in mine, and we look above, “Soon, maybe one day ... we too shall be up there?” You look at me and smile, “Maybe ... maybe we’ll get our shot.” Until then we remain in this world. Alone and together. We’ve had a taste of the good life, though it was all based on beautiful lies, on empty promises, and a lustful desire of what we thought was love. You and I are made for each other, we are one of the same, I look down and I notice that our strings are still attached. Though I tug at it, I want to break free, and fly away from here. I see you have the same yearning, yet you go nowhere. Let me fly away, please!! You once asked if you’d come with me... Would I let you? Instead when I said yes, You let me fall by myself, and smiled at my naive attempts, almost as if telling me, that you had given up long ago. And it was just a matter of time for me too. You’ve taught me everything, showed me everything, never denied me anything, so why did you leave me? But that’s alright, I’ll make it through my Darkness without your light. Because I see a far away from Star, She’ll guide me, and show me, True Love. And I won’t tamper with it, won’t spoil it, won’t make it impure. She’ll cleanse me ... And maybe just maybe ... Though I will be denied Heaven, and everything else I’ll know that it was all for me.
These are a small collection of poems, short stories, or what could have been novels, that I have written since '06. & now after more a decade, I've decided to share them all with you. Looking back, some stuff will be cringy to read lol...it's all an emotional rollercoaster, but hopefully you'll have fun with it, like I have, but in the meant time, enjoy my awkward queer weird self, as I go thru my journey of just plain awkwardness, & learning to heal, letting go, & moving forward, with life.
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