Guess who it is, I am trying to be?
Surely not me,
but still,
who...
who am I?
Maybe by trying to be others,
I’ll be me?
I am the best liar there is!
Then again,
I am the worst there is.
Guess who I am,
I am the one that tortures you in many ways,
or could I be the victim?
Guess who I am, please...
So that I may know who I am.
Maybe I am the one who knows everything,
thus knowing nothing.
Could it be that I chose not to know,
who I am?
Or maybe I ignore the fact that I don’t want to know?
I’m so ignorant,
yes that’s it,
maybe I’m Ignorance!
But who cares?
What if I forgot?
Then am I forgetful?
Hmm, just what the Hell am I?
Am I getting closer?
Or are you?
I don’t even know!?
Well, love to make those suffer,
but doing that bothers me.
So does that even have a name?
I don’t like to suffer, don’t like pain.
Tell me the things that bother you,
so that when I’m in the mood,
I’ll use it against you.
I will make sure others don’t, though.
Are we getting closer?
Well, I am me,
whatever "me" is,
that is.
So thanks,
I won’t say my name
but only what I am,
not who.
These are a small collection of poems, short stories, or what could have been novels, that I have written since '06. & now after more a decade, I've decided to share them all with you. Looking back, some stuff will be cringy to read lol...it's all an emotional rollercoaster, but hopefully you'll have fun with it, like I have, but in the meant time, enjoy my awkward queer weird self, as I go thru my journey of just plain awkwardness, & learning to heal, letting go, & moving forward, with life.
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