damn it. I can invest time in writing a chapter instead of doing this. yet why. why do I do random stuff when I have no intention of working hard. 

Through all the creative thoughts going in my mind, there's one that's logically speaking out the organised manner I could be working in. but no. that's not what I opt for. Why? hell id know. guess i'm just creative.

Damn it. the excuses are getting to me. 

Side note: the punctuation and the single quotes are killing me. I have to twist my wrist and move my entire hand. Wouldn't it be optimal if I didn't have to do this much work.... I'm blaming you Steve Jobs for not being creative enough.