Back in the day, I was considered as your average cool, fun, nerd. But then I went on to go through anime. then through mangas and manhuas and the exceptionally great manhwas. 

I really hate all the manhuas out there with their broken english. The people making those are better off then I am... Doesn't make me sad though, just makes me realise what im doing less. 

Honestly, I don't feel any emotion. I'm dead on the inside. Any emotions I do portray are all a facade. Any work that I do, are all thoughtless, worthless games. I invest my time, and gain these fake so called super special points, then i use this super special currency to invest in super special virtual items. and the loop goes on and on.

The day ends, and people judge you for the numbers you make. Whether that's your bank balance or your marks or the number of people you know, it's all based on them. The things I never wanted to do or pursue.

Now i'm not saying i dont want money. hell everyone wants it. but i just want to be free. free from what i have to do to survive. and do things that i really wish to do.

why climb up a ladder, when you can walk up a slope? 

Honestly, now i realise why the title's hiatus. It's because it's symbolic to my life. Halted in one place ever since first grade.