He said that "he loved her"
Then why his love brought her
" sadness and pain "
She thought that he would be her today and all her tomorrow's
She always imagined that someday he would turn back, stare at her and said that he was sorry and he will never leaves her alone again.
"If the love between you and me cannot last forever
Then i am sorry, I'll have to let go"
She would allow him to do whatever he want to make himself happy
But if he wants her to go or if he fed up with her then she will have no choice but to leave far away and vanished forever.
She was in high school 17 years old when she first met him.
He was new transfer student in her class and happens to sit next to her.
When she first saw him she was attracted towards him. Like he somehow enters straight into her heart.
She was the kind of girl who minds her own business and keep distance from others. She talk less and only when necessary that's why boys and girls don't usually talk with her. They all though that she was rude and always play hard to get along type of person. She doesn't mind and the reason of her behaviour was her family background.
Her father and mother mostly fought with each other in front of her. She keeps herself locked inside her room. Until one day they finally Divorced which breaks her a lot mentally. But still she tries and finally get over with her father because he left them and her mother took her and moved to grandmother place. Her mother works hard to make both ends meet and came home late at night on other words her mother neglect her. She crave for love and attention but her mother was too busy to do so. Her grandmother mostly fall sick and spend days in hospitals.
Until one day her mom found someone else to love. Everything happen very quickly and didn't gives her enough time to prepare mentally. Her mother told her that she can't take her as she never told that man that she was married or had child.
She wants her mother to be happy so she freed her from responsibilities.
she told her to take care of herself and call her frequently but deep inside she was hurt badly, her heart completely shattered now she have to do job to make living and also for her school fee her grandmother medical expenses bills and household needs. She managed to found a job as waitress on second time from 5 to 12. What else can she do
She have had no choice.
Now her only family was her grand mother. Her grandmother love gardening she raised many flowers on backyard. She also sometimes helped her to look after plants on her holiday. That's why she had no time to go out with class mates or friends, thus ended up alone with title hard to get along or annoying mute brat.
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