Zuma
I am stuck in the middle of the two brothers, Alastors intense stare and Aires strong arms. Dear lord why must I attract trouble an dpain to my life. I manage to turn around an dface a lastor still trapped in Aires arms,his eyes drops to me and I was hopeing and praying that a sword would just strike me through the heart.
"Um I think we all ought to sit down relax and for once try to have a civilized conversation,dont you think."
His eyes still pierce into mine as I awkwardly stand there knowing my efforts didn't work.
"Zuma you seem quite comfortable in my brothers arms,why is that,you run from me yet you stay put in his arms."
"Alastor its not what you think true I don't like to be in your arms but it isn't because there are others who hold me it is because those are the same arms who bruise my skin. One second you are sweet and caring the next you are violent,jealous and heartless. I always have to watch my back with you. I would go mad if I spent my life living that way,today is a perfect example. Please the both of you just calm down and talk like the civilized people we are."
Aires finally releases me and folds his arms over his chest same as his brother. I immediately miss the warmth but is relieved the heat between the two can be turned down a bit.
"Zuma,Aires lets go to the study and talk then shall we"
Alastor turned on his heel and we followed behind him entering the room he exited not too long ago. I quickly run ahead of both of them and take a seat on the biggest chair I can find. They both seem confused and pull out chairs for themselves from the desks.
"Honestly I don't see the use of Aires being here Zuma there is a problem between you and I."
"Excuse me brother but I am here to make sure you don't hurt Zuma to "Fix" the problem between you both"
"What do you even know about us"
"Ha more than I wish I did ,i have seen the bruises you leave when you both are left alone. He shouldn't have to take punishments such as those from you he isn't a guard or trained. It isn't fair no wonder his father didn't accept you, he wasn't touching Zuma he was protecting him just like he has been telling us all this time."
"Oh put a sock in it "
Sweet lord will these two ever stop. I am fed up witt this.
"SILENCE THE BOTH OF YOU"
They are surprised by my outburst and quiet down. I don't want to have to yell but they have dragged me to that.
"Listen the both of you, Alastor as far as I am concerned I will never trust you until you figure out where your head is at. If you are going to continue to abuse me just know one night im going to jump out that window or will you get to know me and control your temper. Make your choice now so I can sleep with Aires tonight and jump in the morning. Trust me when I say there is nothing in this world holding me back from going home to my beloved father."
Both their faces were blank,they clearly weren't expecting that. Alstor leaned back in his chair and took a deep breath.
"Fine I will stop hurting you as long as you don't sleep in Aires bed again,not without a valid reason at least."
He looked over to Aires and the agreed. Finally some peace. Aires stood and left the room with a big smile. He now turned his attention towards me.
"Shall we go now"
"Actually I would like to stay here a while i'll be there at dinner,it is in the dining room this time right.
"Yes "
I walk him to the door and just as I am about to close the door it was blocked by him, he leaned close just inches from my face.
"Toll"
Is he serious after our whole conversation. I roll my eyes and give him a quick peck on the lips and quickly turn on my heel towards one of the desks. As i sit down I feel two large hands on my shoulder,at first it was fine then the grip got much tighter until it hurt.What had I done now? I smelled a familiar scent it was the scent I made for Alastors bath. He leened down and whispered into my ear.
"Don't roll your eyes at me it should be a pleasure to kiss me not a nuisance."
He squeazed my shoulders a little harder then left. Immediately I shifted my clothes and started rubbing my shoulders,it hurt like hell to do it but I can't let a bruise form,because if Aires were to ever find out things wouldn't be so peaceful for much longer. After rubbing the bruises away I begin writing in my book,finally a placed where I control something.
Dear diary,
I have been taken from my home and all i have known has been burnt to the ground. I am now in the palace of the Bolstinian family. Their eldest son Alastor wants me as his bride he does lewd and painful things to me,he is cruel and as trustful as a snake,somedays he is pleasant to me then in a snap of a finger he puts bruises on my body. Many of his family memebers believe that my father as in love with me but I have not been listening. By dear father is in heaven above looking down on me feeling pity right about no,god I miss him,he could fix everything but it is now time for me to grow up,no more father to protect me. Alastors father is a joy and so is his brother Aires but the rest of them are horrible people I feel sorry for then both to be tuck with this family. Then again no family is perfect,not even mine,my mother was exactly like Helen and my father still worshipped her unlike Baba does he hates his wife its a miracle they had children. Speaking of my lost family what of my people they are without a ruler and as I am the only surviving member of royalty they are looking to me I must speak to Alastor or Baba about this. It is now my job to protect them as my father once did,i am not even of age to this duty but no times have changed I am only a mear sixteen years old. Dear lord what am I to do.
I close the book and tuck it into my pocket. I left the study and entered my room.Alastor was there on the bed reading a book.Lord knows he was the last one I wanted to talk to now but I had no idea where his father was,damn me.
"Excuse me Alastor but I need to speak with you about something reguarding my people,what will become of them.?"
He looked at me surprised.Putting his book down he looked at me itensly.
"Well I wasn't expecting you to care about your people but I guess you would find out eventually. You will have a decision to make, if you willingly marry me and take me as your husband then your people will be taken care of.They will become citizens and will be able to continue their way of life ,our kingdoms will join and you will mainly take control of them ,meaning dealing with their problems and legal matters. They will be equal to us yet seprate in the sence of ways of life. Do you understand?"
"Yes I understand "
"Are you satisfied with your answer you seem worried."
"Just hoping I can be as good a ruler as m fath-"
I don't bother completing that sentence as I don't wantto hear his comment. he slowly waks over to me and and gently lifts my chin. Now looking into his eyes I feel uneasy, he wants something from me. I cant deal with him now I have other things on my mind.
"what will happen if I refuse to marry you?"
His eyes widen at my question,his face becomes hard and cold like when he is about to hit me.He roughly release my chin and folds his arms across his broad muscular chest.
"Well that a simple answer they either get killed or turned into slaves and you my dear Zuma you become my property."
"I care not for my end I only care for them,i will be turned into your property one way or another if we get married or not because deep down you know I will never fully love you. You can't put fear in my heart by telling me I will become your property because the maids in this place gets treated much better than you treat me."
His facial expressiom hasn't changed at all an dhis sunset like eyes are now less orange and are now blood red. I guess I have awoken the beast.
"Listen to me Zuma and listen good because I will only say this once the next time wont be pleasant. When you make your choice and it is shared with the family none of them can help or save you,not father,not Aires no one.Your father isn't here anymore,you have no one but me, now get in bed you wont be eating dinner tonight."
Honestly I was too worried to eat anyways so the announcement that I wont be attending dinner wasn't a punishment for me. I walked around the side of the bed and sat on my side looking out the window,i guess i wont be jumping out of that window ever,if I do my people will become slaves if I don't I will become property,my gather always said you must sacrifice one for the many,that was his motto and i must follow it for the greater good. I already know what is going to happen to me and unfortunately I have accepted it but I will never accept him. I feel his large hands slide up and down my back and waist,i just sit there like a doll,if I resist I get hit if I don't I get hurt anyays there is no upside to this situation.I absent mindedly get out of of the bed and take out the hair clip that I adored so.I took off my kimishi and cover,now I am in my trousers and shirt. When I turn around Alastor is already im his undergarmets waiting for me to return. I slide under the blankets face the window and let him do as he please,leave as many bruises as he wants kiss me as much as he wants.I feel his hand slide under my shirt while his other pulls down my trousers. I am quickly turned onto my stomach with a large hand pressing down on my back.I grip the sheets and hide my face in a pillow. In a split second I feel a familiar pain I feel his length enter my body quickly and roughly. I want to cry out in pain but instead I bite down on the pillow and let it absorb my tears and screams.His hands rest on my hips and he pulls me towards him as he rams into my body. The bed starts to move with each thrust and I wish for paralization with each push and pull. His pace quickens and so do my tears streaming down my face. I feel his hands move from my hips and slide down my back grabbing all my hair he pulles it towards him forcing my head out of the protection of the pillow.
"I want to hear you ,you shouldn't hide anything from me"
He starts to ram even harder and faster into me and the tears flow even faster. There he has it he is hearing me crying I don't think those are the cries he wanted, he wanted cries of pleasure.
"Stop crying!"
"I- c-cant I- it ur-hurts-s-so -mu-sch."
"I cant understand you"
"slow -d-down."
He finally stops and exits my body,he flips me over and I immediatly curl up my legs to shield my member.
"It hurts that why I am crying"
Tears still streaming my face and my chest heaving I look up at him to see him smiling still lustful. He forcibly spreads my legs and once again enters my body thrusting even harder than ever. I now know what he likes he likes to see me in pain.I kick my legs but he doesn't allow me to move but instead forces his entire length into me, I cant take it,my body refuses to take it all but he keeps pushing until I feel a new kind of pain. I think im bleeding,no matter he still thrusts deep into me making me wish I couldn't fell anything. this continues for at least another twenty minutes. He finally exits and I feel like passing out. I immediately roll on my side and curl up in featle position. he is behind me kissing my neck and shoulders. He falls sound asleep and I try to get up. When i manage to get on my feet I look down and there is blood running down my legs and its also in the sheets. Damn him no mercy at all doesn't he see how large he is and he comes and forces all of it into my small body. I slowly but surely walk to the bathroom and draw a bath.I toss in some camamile leaves and a dash of lavender. Sliding in take a deep breath of the scent and feel like I am in heaven even though i just went through hell. I scrub myself until my skin burns then my hair as well. I come out of the tub feeling weak and tired. I drain it get dressed in my night wear a blue shirt and matching bottoms. I walk to the bed and notice that the blood didn't soak through the material beneath the sheets. I gently pull the sheets from under his body and return to the bathroom to soak it in water. Alastor was still fast asleep on the bed.I toss the blanlet in the wash and pull out new sheets and another blanket from the chest under the bed. when I stood to my feet with them in my hands the bed was empty,how can someone so big walk so silently.I heard shifting being done in the bathroom and felt relieved.I quickly spread the sheets and blanket and slip into my side. Within about an hour I felt the bed shift ,he must have came from out of te bathroom. He smells of his usual herbs ,he must have taken a bath. All of a sudden the blanket is pulled from my grip and when I look up to see he culprit was Baba.
"What aere you two doing in bed you missed dinner?"
He gave me a warm smile and that didn't help with my urge to run and hug him looking for comfort.
"Zuma why are your eyes puffy and red"
"oh are they um.. I was making my bath i inhales a camamile leaf and started sneezing a lot and my eyes go watery. I need to be more careful with those petals."
He nodded and gave me an expression that let me know that he didn't believe my fib. He poked his sons sleeping face knowing he isn't in deep sleep.
"Father what do you desire"
His father grabbed his fase and planted a fat kiss on Alastors cheek causing him to groan in annoyance.
"Ya Father why would you do such a thing.I am too old for that"
"That's what you get for making Zuma cry"
"I didn't make him cry you heard him he was sneezing."
"keep lying through your teeth and see if I don't kiss you on the other cheek."
"You wound dare"
His father grabbed his face once again and landed many kisses on him
"Mua mua mua mau mua"
He kissed him so much his cheek was now red. I began laughing because of Alastors expression.
"me next."
Still laughing at the two of them I notice Baba walks to my side of the bed and gives me five kisses on the forehead and one big one on the cheek. Alastor is on the other side of the bed looking jealous and wiping his cheek agressivly.
"Hey don't kiss Zuma like that."
"And why not he asked me to. I mean look at that face I was going to do it eventually"
Alastors face got more red than it already was and he pulled me into his lap as if he was protecting me from his father.
"He is mine not yours go get your own bride."
Alastor started laughing at him uncontrollably and took a seat on my side of my bed.
"Come now Alastor release the boy you are acting as possessive as you did when you were four and didn't want to lend me your favorite book."
When he sid that I started laughing uncontrollably. Baba then got a wolfish grin on his face and tackled us both. he was heavier and bigger than Alastor. I was wedged between the bot of them and and was pleading for releaf.
"father get off you are heavy you old fool."
"Ill get off when you tell me the truth."
"I told you the truth."
"I guess we are spending te night like this"
"fine all I did was make love to Zuma is that a crime?"
"For you yes."
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