ZUMA
still smushed in between Baba and alasor I wonder if a family pet had ever died like this. Baba was now looking at his son with a stone cold stare. Dear lordif I don't die from being crushed I will surely die from embarrassment.
"Alastor Xavier Bolstine tell me why you had this poor child crying or I promise you I will have Aires marry him instead,they seem quite close already."
My face was probably more red than a tomato my now. Wait a minute ha Alastors middle name is Xavier. Hmm such a nice and pieceful name for such a violent person.In an instant I feel a powerful arm pull me away from Alastor.Baba took me out of the sandwitch and now it was just him laying his dead weight on annoyed Alastor.Honestly I am enjoying watching him squirm. Both of them are still ooking at each other intensly.Eventually one of them cracked and it wasn't Baba.
"Fine like I said all I did was make love to him, as far as I am concerned doing that isn't a crime."
"In your case brat it is ,you have a history of being violent towards Zuma. Now tell me why he was crying. I wont be asking again."
"I might have been a little rough with him and he was over welmed."
Why on sweet earth are they both talking about me like im not sitting right infront of them.
"Ha a little rough I don't beileve that for a second."
"Grr you make my life so difucult"
"Ugh just tell me what I want to hear you son of Helen I wont even bother using the word bitch that would be an insult to the name."
"Fine I pushed him a bit too far and made him take things he wasn't ready for and ignored his cries and begs. Are you satisfied?"
There was absolute silence in the room I wished I could disappear.Alastors face was emotionless and his fathers was just blank,he stood up quickly.
"Actually no son im just disappointed,i expected more from you,i thought more of you."
He walked over to me ,gave me a gentle kiss on the forehead and left our room closing the door behing him. Alastor was silent he just layed there like a statue. I would have wanted to be killed on the spot if my father ever said such things to me. I grabbed the blanket and instead of taking shelter from the situations intensity I crawl over to Alastor ,cover him and just lay next to him,i dont know what to say ,what could I say ,what should I say,then again my father always reminded me action speaks louder than words. He rolles on his side and faces me.
"Zuma?"
"Yes"
"What do I have to do to make you love me?"
I wasn't expecting that question at all I can tell from his voice that he is sincere. I wasn't looking at him because if I did I would fall into those eyes,unfortunately over time I have maybe gotten a bit attached to him.
"I have never seen your truly soft and sincere side only your lustful and violent side."
He swiftly shifted from his laying position and was now over me on his hands and his knees.
"I don't think I can be sincere continuously you will have to teach me."
"Teach you? Are you serious?"
"Yes someday I don't want to have to hear you cry in pain anymore at first I will admit it was amusing thinking you were enjoying yourself but I now know seeing your eyes you felt nothing but pain."
"True I felt pain but my question is how do I teach you sincerity."
"That's for you to figure out."
He leans down to me just inches from my face then he roles over to his side of the bed.NO I wont happen like this,for once I am taking the lead.I tap him on the shoulder and he rolled over. I sit on his lap and just look into his eyes. They are now widened at my unusual actions. I lean down close to him as he was to me and kiss him intensly. I close my eyes and slip my tongue into his mouth. For once its my turn to make him feel better. He kisses me back intensly and nips my lip. I quickly pull away.
"Lesson one: Be gentle and don't draw blood."
He smiles nods and i lean back down to give him a quick peck on the lips then I get off of him and blow put the candles. Getting back into bed I scoot closer to him and wrap his arm around me. He pulls me in closer and for once feel completely safe in these arms knowing who is holdng me. When I wake up in the morning feeling warm and I feel satisfied. I remember he didn't like it when I left him in bed alone so I roll over and face him. Come to think of I havn't really noticed how adorable he looks when he sleeps. Despite those muscular figure and strong jaw his face is somehow soft. His cheeks are a light shade of pink and his dark thick lashes are shut tight. No wonder his father used to kiss him when he was younger,he must have been adorable. I give him a small and quick kiss on his cheek and try to slide out of his arms. The second I shift my hips he tightens his hold on me. He opens his eyes and just looks at me with a tired expression and loosens his grip. I cup his cheek with my hand and give him a warm smile.
"Im simply going to draw a bath i'll draw you one after if you like."
"Yes I would like one after"
"ok"
He completely released me and i slipped out of bed. Walking to the bathroom door I take one last look back and see his glowing sleeping face. I close the door and start picking out the oils.I take a small bowl from the cabinet an dtake down some mint leaves,rose petals an dsome lavender oil. Iwant a simple smell today. I put the rose petal I the bowl add the lavender oil and some mint leaves. I let them soak as I let the bath fill with water. Once again I open the cabinate and grab some rosemary leaves and camamile. These are my favorite mixtures to bathe in. I toss a few leaves into the warm water and slowly sink into it. I close my eyes trying to plan out my day. Hmm what should his lesson number two be I guess i will figure them out as I go. When I open my eyes I realize the water is getting cold and my hands are getting pruned. I grab the soap and starts cleaning my body and washing my hair.Finally finished I get out of the bath dry myself and oil my body with that lavender oil. I drain the bath,put on my robe and wait for it to finish refilling. I smell the contents of my bowl and it smells just right. The tub is now filled with steamy water. I dip the bowl in the warm water an dwatch the content spread and fill the whole bathroom with a wonderful smell. I exit the bathroom get dressed in a gold and white kimishi. I must admit this is my third favorite kimishi. I love the story it tells. Well to me it feels like a story. the smoke like patterns on the sleeve remind me of a complicated life while the back an dthe front are mpore smooth and calm. Like life straightening itself out,i tgink its the perfect outfit for today. I take a gold ribbon from one of my draws an dtie a small bun on the top of my head and let the rest of it fall. I quietly walk over to Alastor and gently tap him on the shoulder. He wakes up with a confused look on his face.
"Your bath is ready."
"Ok thank you."
He got up out of bed and went into the bathroom. I went through his clothes and found a beautiful red sash that as torn. The cloth was so soft and silky. I got out the sewing kit and began sewing forgettiong that I was to set his clothes out. I heard the bathroom door open and he emerged with steam emitting off of his shoulders.
"You went through my clothes?"
"Oh im sorry time flew by I wanted to pick outy your clothes but got sidetracked with this torn sash I found and I thougt it was so beautiful an dhad to sew it back to perfection"
I look down at my hands gripping the beautiful cloth,i hope he isn't mad maybe he wasn't happy about me going through his things. He is quiet until I hear things being shifted.Suddenly he thakes me by the chin and makes me look at him,he is fully dressed and smells like the mixture I put in the bath.
"Its fine, you sew the sash perfectly thanks."
He takes the sash from my hands and I give him a warm smile. After I packed the sewing kit away we both exited the room. He took me by the hand lead me to the empty dining room.
"Hmm where is everyone?"
"We don't always have breakfast together"
"Oh so where are we going for breakfast?"
"To the kitchen"
I was puzzled normally maids wold bring food. He lead me across the empty room and through a doorway in the far left corner. We went down a stairwell that was pitch black, I couldn't even see my own hand if it was right infront of me. Finally I say light,it was the fire from the oven. He sat me down in a chair next to the stair well and got busy going through cupbuards an dchopping up things.HE CAN COOK! Well I guess i'll have to get to know him beter.Hmm I wonder what he is making, it smells delicious,now im regretting skipping dinner. He swiftly turns and goes back up the stairwell I follow him blindly wondering where the food is. We are back in the dining room and he sets four hot plates down,how did he carry these. When we sit down I immediately look at his arm to see burns that must feel painful. Without explaining I fly out of the room up the stairs and into our bedroom to get the medicine chest. Racing back down the stairs an dto his side I feel out of breath but still find the energy to scold him and rap his arm.
"Dear lord Alastor why did you carry these hot plates you got burned,i would have happily taken some, look at your arms don't you feel that.You need to think about yourself,just because you can kill a man with one swipe doesn't mean your untouchable. Oh great now you have me sounding like a worried mother I hope you are proud."
His expression is confused.After I am finished applying ointment and bandages I finally look at his face.
"Zuma it is nothing to worry about I have been doing this since I was a child,mother always complained I brought her food too slowly and had me do this instead I am used to it and i hardly notice the pain anymore."
"Sweet Christ that doesn't mean you should keep doing it,just ask for help next time."
He seemed amused at my reaction to the burns an dwave me a warm smile.My ears were hot from scolding him and i was too tired to even comment anymore. I took a deep breath in and thanked him for breakfast. It was an omlette filled with ham and some sweet sticky substance that tasted delicious. The plate heald hot rice. He eat slowly and silently while I ate like I was starving. When I was filled I felt so lazy I didn't want to move I wanted to sleep more. I closed my eyes for a second only to have someone poke my cheek. I opened one eye to see Alastor looking at me with a questioned face.
"What is the problem is there something on my face?"
"No I just think you looker fatter than usual."
"AAAAAAAHHHHHHH"
I immediately came out of my lazy daze and ran upstairs and bursted into Aires room. I honestly think that as the fastest I ever moved in my life. Aires was sitting on the edge of his bed with a worried look on his face.
"Zuma are yo-"
"Aires hurry and tell me the truth did I get fat."
"Dear lord Zuma you made me think you saw a ghost scaring the sweet life out of me. No you dont look fat."
All of a sudden Alastor appeared at the door breathing heavy.
"Zuma why did you run from me?"
"YOU SAID I LOOKED FAT!"
"ALASTOR! why would you call Zuma fat."
"He looks fat to me."
He steps towards me and i hide behind Aires, after I thought things were going good he goes and insults me along with hurting my feelings.
"Leave me alone you jerk to think I thought we were getting along for once, I am sorry you had to look at my fat face all day!"
"Zuma stop being so dramatic its nothing a diet and some exercise could fix,we will fix you right up."
"FIX ME! For your information Mr.Perfect I am fine with my body just the way it is,i am sorry I don't have a solders figure."
"What on gods name is going on in here?"
Baba walked into the room with a confused look on his face.
"Alastor called Zuma fat and wants to fix him"
"You called Zuma fat the boy is two pounds away from skin and bones."
"Excuse me! you know what, im not speaking to eigther of you who are you to judge someone elses body."
My eyes are now tear filled,i trusted Alastor for less than a whole day and i already get a slap to the face. I trusted BaBa and he thought of me as near skin and bones,is Aires the only one I can rust. Alastor was now frustrated and proceeded towards me, I don't want him to touch me, I have to think of something. I jumped on the be and gripped Aires by the hair , not hard enough to hurt but firm.
"Alastor I swear if you touch me or coke any closer to me I will kiss Aires ON THE LIPS that goes for you too your majesty."
Aires face was blank as he stood there as my temporary hostage.
"Zuma you wouldn't dare do it what about last night."
"Last night I was teaching you sincerity that clearly went out the window. You don't just say such a horrible thing to a person without any sincerity ho opened up to you and trusted you and on top of it you want to fix me. I was born just the way I was to be. I don't need foxing just so you know I don't want to be huge, muscular and intimidating like you. I don't want to get taller,a strong jawline I am fine with my feminine body and looks if you don't like it I will happily be killed or given to someone else."
Tears are now streaming don my face. I feel like a fool. I was willing to be flexible while he stayed the same,he wanted to mold me into something else,someone else. Alastor grabbed me of the bed in the blink of an eye,i didn't even have time to react. He pulled me to the ground and stood above me.
"I suggest ypu change because I don't like the way you act at times an dyou are too small and weak to defend yourself clearly."
"Alastor that is enough"
Niberu was now angry and stern. Alastor grabbed me by the neckline of my shirt and tossed me over the shoulder.We left Airs room and and entered ours. he dropped me on the floor like a bag of potatoes and locked me in the room. I immediately got up ignoring the pain in my rear due t the fall and started banging on the door.
"Alastor you bastard let me out I rather you hit me than ignore me!"
After about fifteen minutes of banging I give up and slide onto the ground. I hate this place. sitting there feeling bored I remember my little black book.
I get up off the floor and start going through my dresser I found the book found something to write with and got busy.
Dear Diary,
Today was an eye opener. Alastor revealed to me that he thought of my body as fat of all things. Such a bastard after he violated me so many times, clearly he didn't think I was fat when he was in my body for agonizing hours. God I never knew I could hate anyone more than I hate the devil himself. If I didn't care about my people I would jump out that window right now. I cant believe I kissed him last night. I cant imagine what he thought of me. Was I heavy on his lap, did he find my hands touching him disgusting. Well good because right now I feel so dirty and diseased thinking the many times he layed his hands on me and smiled at me. I feel in a way betrayed, I actually started to feel something,i was becoming docile and submisive to him of all people.
Furiously Zuma,
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