ALASTOR
When I walked back ino the room I found Zuma asleep with a book beneath his hands. he was fast asleep so I easily slid it from under his fingers. Wjen I read it I felt something I have never felt before,i fealt guilt.I made him feel this way about himself. I enjoyed the kisses he enjoyed them too until i had to open my mouth. He regretted our entire day.A whole evening wasted. He hated me ,he felt disgusted at my touch now that he knows that I thought he was fat. Damn me I shouldn't have said such things of him.Now looking at him he is so fragile,hurt,angry,regretful. He was opening up to me,he kissed me on his own and gave me one of the best mornings I could ask for. I pick him up with one hand and hold the book in my other. He is so small,i guess if he was heavier or muscular I wouldn't be able to do this. I guess he is perfect just the way he is,i shouldnt have said those things, how am I going to fix this. I walk over to the bed and lay him down. I put the book down on the dresser and begin to take off his kimishi so he wouldn't mess it up in his sleep and so that he could be comfortable. As soon as I tug on the belt around his slender waist his eyes flew open. He gripped his clothes and looked at me with pain and terror in his eyes.
"What are you doing?"
"I was taking off your kimishi so you could sleep peacefully I didn't want to wake you."
"Please next time just wake me I will undress myself."
"Why is it now that you don't want me to touch your body, last night you seemed comfortable."
"Last night I thought you were changing, and last night I wasn't insulted."
"I apologize for what I said you are fine the way you are because you are easy to pick up while if you were muscular I couldn't pick you up. Please forget today and forgive me"
I looked at him his face was blank and his cheeks were getting red. How adorable, I wish to kiss them but I don't want to scare him away. He loosened his grip on his clothes and seemed to relax.I moved closer slowly and gently kissed him on the lips, I didn't nip him but instead watched his eyes close slowly.
"Have you forgiven me?"
"We will see how you act in the morning because your moods seem to change very quickly."
"Ok then."
"I am going in the bathroom to get ready for bed."
He got up went over to the dresser, took out his sleep wear and went into the bathroom. I wonder why he is going into the bathroom to change when he has changed out here before,perhaps I should ask him instead of keeping it to myself.
"Zuma?"
"Yes"
"Why are you changing in the bathroom instead of out here in there is a little dark."
"I have become insecure I guess"
"Why?"
He came out fully dressed with an unamused expression on his face.His eyes were halp open.
"Really? you seriously don't know why I would feel like that?"
"I wouldn't have asked if I didngt know the answer"
"You have unfortunately seen me undressed and athough you say you didn't mean to say it you called me fat and that has caused me to be insecure,it hasn't gotten out of my head so I will be more concealed. Understand"
"Yes."
I took him by the waist and slipped my hand up the back of his shirt I could feel his spine. He really isn't fat he is skinny,and he hasn't eaten dinner or anything since this morning. I have locked him in the room all day,he missed lunch as well. I should make him eat.
"Zuma are you hungry?"
"No why do you ask?'
"Well you missed lunch and dinner."
"I'll be fine"
"You really should eat you are skin and boned I could feel your spine."
"Alastor as I don't want to argue anymore please leave my eating habits and my body out of our conversations.I am not hungry and wont die of hunger I will eat when I am hungry. I have been this way since I could remember and i am still alive aren't I."
"I guess so"
While still holding him I slide my hand to his rear, he pushes me away with his face red. it wasn't that he was embarrassed but angry ,what had I done now.
"Alastor please stop touching me in such places without permission."
"Why do I need permission you are mine anyways."
"I am not property and its my body."
He quickly walks past me and crawls into bed. Can there never be complete peace between us. I gather my night clothes and change quickly. When I turn around he is sitting on the edge of the bed with the medicine kit.
"Come let me change your bandages and check on your burns."
I walk over to him and show him my hands.He unwraps the bandages and smiles,the burns are now gone.
"Good they are gone please dispose of thise bandages while I put this back." he got up and packed away the kit while I tossed the bandages into the trash from the bed. I spread out like a starfish on the bed before he came back. He was standing at the top of the bed looking at me like a mother looks at her mischevious child.
"Alastor what are you doing scoot over."
I refuse to move and he tries to move my arm but I refuse to move.
"Stop being a brat move over."
"No"
"Why not you are acting like a child"
"Toll"
"Im not paying toll"
"Then you wont be sleeping in the bed."
"Stop being ridiculous"
He shoots me an annoyed look then goes to sit in the chair on the otherside of the room.
"Zuma what are you doing?"
"I am waiting for your little tantrum to be over."
"Im not having a tantrum I am quite calm"
"Well I am waiting for you to stop acting like a child"
"I am not acting like a child"
"Yes you are, you are being unreasonable when you don't get your way. perhaps I should go get another opinion"
"Now who is being ridiculous what happens in a couples bedroom should stay in the bedroom."
"As far as I am concerned we aren't a couple."
He gets up and leaves the room and quickly returns with tired Aires dragging him by his arm.
"Aires what does this look like."
"It looks like he wants to bed to himself like a selfish three year old."
"Well then I guess its time for lesson two what goes around comes back around."
Zuma bolts out of the room and locks Aires and I in the room. I can hear him snickering on the other side of the door.I get up from the bed and Aires and i try to open the door but it wont budge.
"Zuma what are you doing io don't want to be stuck in here with my grumpy brother."
"I am sorry Aires but I have to teach him a lesson I will be taking your room tonight you are stuck with him. Alastor this is for calling me fat,skinny and your property. Good night gentlemen I have my dreams to get to."
ZUMA
I truly feel sorry to have to put Aires in this situation but there was no other way.I walk back to his room close the door and hop into his bed. Perhaps ill let them out in the morning. I blow out the candles still hearing them argue and quickly fall asleep. In the morning I feel refreshed,when i open the door I see Baba.
"Zuma what are you doing in Aires room do you want Alastor to kill you."
"I locked them both in the same room lastnight to teach Alastor a lesson."
I walk past Baba and bring him to our room door.I opened it slowly,we peared in to find Aires asleep in the chair and Alastor in the bed.These two seriously couldn't get along enough to sleep in the bed.
"Oh boys shame on you both you got trapped by Zuma."
They both woke up grumbling. Aires walked to his father and hugged him seeming to lay all his body weight on him.
"Father you are taking me to bed because I was yelling your name all night and you didn't come. Aires lifted his feet forcing Baba to hold him up because he didn't want to go down with him. Alastor sat up in the bed with fire in his eyes when he looked at me. Baba had already left to put Aires to bed while Alastor just stared at me.
"You seem tired perhaps you should go to bed."
"I am not tired just frustrated."
"Why are you frustrated is it because you didn't get your way."
"it is because you locked me in a room with my annoying brother while you slept in another bed."
"What was I supposed to do you weren't gong to let me come in the bed unless i kissed you and i didn't want to kiss you last night."
"That doesn't mean you go and sleep in someone elses bed."
"The bed was empty when I got there, and when I left."
He got out of bed and walked over to me in the blink of an eye he once again tossed me over his shoulder like a bag of potatoes and dropped me in the bed.What is he planning. he took me by the chin roughly and kissed me ,when I didn't kiss him back he once again nipped me on the lip hard causing blood to flow into my mouth and on my chin. So much for lesson one. When I tried to pull away he kept a tight hold on me and forced his tongie into my mouth.he finally released me and and looked at me.
"Zuma how hard was that."
"Consdering you drew blood it was painful. Like I said last night i could see how you changed in the morning. You are still rough."
He released me and I got up and went into the bathroom.I wiped off the blood from my chin.I filed the tub and added in my usual herbs and oils. I walked back through the bathroom door to pull him into the bathroom.He seemed confused by the scent.
"Alastor would you like to take a bath with me?"
"Yes I have wanted to do that sinc we got here."
"I know but I am asking your permission,Lesson three ask permission.I will admit after a while you wont have to ask when I become more comfortable and trusting of you."
He nodded and started taking his clothes off i quickly turned around.Good lord he is really confident in his body.I do behind the screen to undress and when I look in the bath he is already in it relaxed in the water. I just realized the situation I am in I HAVE TO GET IN THE BATH NAKED, I HAVE MADE A MISTAKE AND I AM A FOOL. I quickly bolt into the tub and unfortunately slipped while getting in causing we to fall right over Alastors legs face first. could hear him laughing uncontrollably,he sounded similar to his father.I lifted my head out of the water to see him wiping away tears.I quickly slipped off of his legs and found myself on the other side of the tub with my hair covering me.
"Zuma see what happens when you try to hide."
"Oh hush that tub was slippery I would have fell eventually"
"Sure think what you wish."
He calmed himself down and stopped laughing but now has a large wolfish grin on his face. FATHER I MAY NOT LEAVE THIS TUB UNTOUCHED .I inhale the sweet scent and calm myself down,lets get this over with.
"Alastor could you please pass me the soap next to you?"
"You will have to come get it"
He is at it again with his mischevious ways. I slowly and cautiously float over to his side of the tub and reach for the soap. Just as i am about to grab it he catches my hand pulling me onto his lap.DAMN ME WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO BEAUTIFUL.
"Ya Alastpor release me I want to clean myself."
"I don't think I will be letting you go, I didn't have you all night."
he opened his legs and put me between them.He started rubbing soap in my hair. I can feel his finger combing through it. I wonder if he has claws in his true form,most likely I wouldn't be surprised if he was some sort of feline he is quite mischevious. I am pulled out of my thoughts with the feeling of his fingers rubbing up and down my spine.I feel a chill go through my body.He finally lets go of my hair and hands me the soap.
"That's all I wanted was to play in your hair."
"Lean forward please."
He obeyed and i started sudding up his hair,oddly is was so soft and silky.
"Zuma what ae you doing I don't like it when my hair gets wet."
"why is that?"
He takes me by the shoulders and dunks us both in the water. When we come back up his hair has gone from wavy to curls for days. I cant help but laugh. Seeing his dark blue curly hair was adorable and his face made it even better he was pouting like a three year old who didn't get dessert.
"This is why.His curls were shoulder length,come to think of it I dont think I have ever seen his hair down until now.
"You are lucky I wasn't around when you were a baby I would have did so many adorable hair styles in your hair.
"You wouldn't dare unless you want to be walking out of here alive.
I put up my hands andcontinued to laugh. He pulled me close to kiss me but instead I decided to mock him further and I kissed him on the ckeek.
"Aww is wittle Alastor kranky,maybe you want a lullaby."
His face got red and i continued to laugh hysterically. I cant breath oh lord,i calm myself down and take in a deep breath.
"I am not a baby"
"I know but you look adorable right now I couldn't help myself."
"Fime then ill stop being adorable."
He pulled me in further and kissed me intensly.I slip my fingers into his curly hair and he didn't seem to mind. He rested his hand on my waist and the other on my rear, honestly I never thought I would say this but I didn't mind. I was pulled out of my thought when I heard a knock on the door.
"Alastor ,Zuma are you in here we are having breakfast in twenty minuites."
I cover Alastors mouth with my hand and yelled back "Yes i am in the bathroom i'll wake up Alastor in a bit."
"Ok good."
He left from the door and I took my hand from Alastors mouth.He looked at me with a mischevious smile.
"Did you just lie"
"Oh don't look at me like that did you want him to walk in on us like this. Now im going to finish up and you should do the same we have twenty minuites."
I quickly got off his lap and went to the other side of the tub to finish cleaning myself. Thankfully the water was still warm. Within five minuites Alastor hopped out and i turned my back.He wrapped a towel around his waist and exited the bathroom. I quickly got out and put on my robe. After draining the tub I exited the bathroom an dpicked out my clothes. Putting down my usual undergarmets in the bathroom I start to think about what I will wear over them. I walked out from behind the screen and went toward the dresser to see alastpor dressed in a black button up shirt with a tight neck line and black pants,honestly I found the black quite attractive it looked good with his dark hair color and it made his eyes pop. I decided to grab my yellow and orange kimishi. I wasn't my favorite but I didn't hate it,lets just say orange isn't my color. When I was finished getting dressed and turned around Alastors cheeks were pink.
"Do you like it ,orange isn't my color but I feel like wearing it today."
"Yes it looks good."
I took a yellow ribbon from the top of the dresser and tied it around my hair where it fell below my neck. I don't want it to be tight today just out of my way. When I looked at his hair he had brushed and combed out his curls. Most of it was pushed to one side which I must say added to the look. OH DEAR LORD AM I REALLY FALLING FOR HIM. I rub the jade ring on my finger remembering my father. Suddenly I don't feel so happy. He takes me by the chin and gives me a kiss on the forehead. It actually made me feel so much better. We left our bedroom and and went downstairs to the dinning room where everyone was waiting except Aires,he is probably still asleep. Dear lord this will be an awkward breakfast to have after yesterday. Bring it on because I am done fearing this damn family
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