I decided to work out since I felt my six pack wasn't looking so good. After, I decided to shower. My mom isn't home and she only left pasta so I decided to make a spinach puree and while I'm cooking, I'm checking of I have any audition or photo shoot to go to. 

"Panda! Please throw your bag of chips away" I shout to my brother 

He quickly comes into the kitchen.

"Are you going to a party today?" He asks

"Uh no, Matthew is probably going though" I say

"Why don't you like Matthew?" He asks 

I don't respond.

"Is it because he's not your real cousin?" He asks 

I have a quick flashback.

Flashback: 

"Don't worry, I'm not your real cousin so it's ok for me to do this" Matt says

He starts kissing my neck but I quickly kick his knee and open the door out.

Out of the flashback:

"I just want to get a goodnight sleep because tomorrow is a run day" I quickly lie

"Still, he's pretty chill" He says and walks out the kitchen

"That was close" I say to myself

Could've had a break down or worse, a panic attack.