Luke or the cute sloth, has finally awoken.

My cute little sloth started to say something but I really couldn't hear it because Luke was talking into my chest then he looked up at me and he looked like he was crying just a second ago.

I wonder how I didn't feel the tears on my chest also I have no shirt on right now. Lucas seems to love it. If you know what mean.

I hugged onto him tighter then he said.

"How can you love me, Tobias"

I was stunned by this question came out of nowhere.

But I could I tell him about why I loved him it's pretty hard to do. I wish it was easy.

"Umm well, I love you because you have a great personality and you were there for me that horrible day. Practically ever since then, I have been thinking about you most of the time I had and when we spent time together, you really don't know how happy I am to know that you still with me no matter what was going on. So yeah. That's about it. I'm sorry and I'm sorry for being horrible at explaining things. But I really do love you, Lukey."

I finished then I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I hate being overly emotional then he hugs me tighter and out of my thoughts.

Right now my heart is racing like crazy sometimes I wish it didn't beat so fast when Luke's around me but I can't control it. But if I could that would make me a big happy boy.

I mean I'm now even happier because Luke is with me and I'm not alone. Not anymore.

"Hehe really wow that's great," Luke said before he started to blush like crazy. Gosh, he is so cute whenever he blushes.

So I decided that I should make him go even redder than he already was.

"Gosh, do you know how cute you are when your moaning," I say with my smug smile. And right on cue.

Luke turned to me and tackled me down then he smiled. Gosh, my heart is racing faster than Usain Bolt when he was running in the Olympics.

***Flashback***

Why, why do I do this to myself. For the last few months I have been cutting my arms and legs until they are completely covered sometimes I wish I would let them heal before I did moreover them.

And I wish I knew why I was doing it but for my own darn sake, I did it.

One day I remember there was this girl who was really pretty and she had a crush on me and at the time I didn't know that I was gay so yeah I thought she was really cute and pretty, one day she asked me out on a date but it really wasn't a date she came to my house but oh well. We didn't end up dating tho.

I said yes because why not and I didn't know anyone else who particularly liked me as she did. Her name is Hannah.

Hannah was blushing when I answered the door to let her in. My mother was crazy and excited about me actually having a girl over but she said that she wouldn't disturb me and Hannah.

We went to my room but she asked if there was a lock on this door.

There was but before I could tell her she pinned me down on my bed and attempted to make out with me but I gently pushed her off and I told her.

That I didn't want to make out on our first date because that's just weird I think at least.

And ever since the Hannah has not talked to me. I'm happy about that.

***End of flashback***

I just realised I was crying because Luke was telling me everything is gonna be okay. His voice and words always make me a lot calmer but also reassured.

When I thought about that day it always makes me cry because my mother left me and Elora alone after she learnt that I was gay. Luke rubbed my back then he kissed me forehead and laid back on my chest.

All I could do in this situation was hug him and accept that he fell back asleep on my chest. I whispered into his ear in a very low voice.

"I love you, Lukie" then he turns his face to me and smiles.

"I love you, even more, Tobi" as he finished his sentence. His face was turning really red from what I could tell it didn't take to much to make him blush. But I was the same I hate this adorable ability I have and he seems to have it too.

We finally got up because today we had to go to school and I'm so thankful that this is our last year here but my sister Elora starts year nine next year.

So next year she won't have me at school with her but she'll be right.

Luke got dressed into some of my clothes because he didn't bring any clothes for today because he was only meant to be staying for a night and then Luke turns to me and says.

"How do I look am I sexy enough for you."

Luke also threw in a wink near the end of the sentence.

"Yea, Yea you do look sexy, my sexy baby."

I say to make him blush. He looks amazing in my clothes gosh and not long after he tackles me to the floor and we start to kiss. It seemed to last forever but you know all goods things come to an end.