My story is like everyone's story full of romance and love, jealousy and endurance, patience and always feeling not good enough. This is a love story of constantly loving someone else without being loved. I wrote this for all the people who have been in love and they never stop loving the other person. I wrote this for people who know what it feels like to be left aside by someone who looks better or for someone who is more talented or just someone with qualities that you lack or just because your beloved one stopped loving you.
This is my story, it might not be a happy one but at least it is none of those who have the perfect love story that we are all accustom too.
My name is One and I invite you to start reading my hideous story on how to be a good ex... Or how I love to call it, how to be the king of the jerks. So, join to gossip, get your cup of tea or coffee... I'll share with you everything that happened.
It all started when I was 15 years old, I was in a first year of high school. As a young gay guy everything was kind of confusing to me. I've always been the kind of guy who has some extra weight around the belly area and of course as a teenager who had some extra weight you know that the probability to be liked by someone in a romantic way is almost nonexistent. I was a chubby, olive skin, fem guy who was constantly known for being surrounded by his girl friends. You know that typical gay guy.
As everyone in the 2011 Facebook was the trendy topic at that time or at least in my high school. That was my first contact with the gay world. As a teenager my hobbies were watching anime and porn, you know the normal things that a 15 year old virgin does.
As a fan of anime, I started to explore more genders like gore, harem, comedy and yaoi. Being the last the one that literally changed my life.
I decided to make a fake account on Facebook to meet people who shared the same likes and interests (being those pure homosexual things) I was exposed to so much stuff. I discovered what was Bara, yaoi hard and of course the meaning of seme and uke which means top and bottom. Long story short, I started to add lots of people and I realized that there were really good people out there. Then, I thought oh my God these people are really nice, so I decided to talk to some of them specifically the ones who freely shared stuffs on their profiles that I was interested in (more porn and some cute stuff).
At that time, I met lots of people from different countries like people from Mexico, Chile, Spain, Colombia, Honduras and from Argentina. Then, is when my journey began.
If you don't mind.. I will star telling you everything what happened guy by guy.
We will call this Michael's chapter.
As I started meeting new people through the internet, One day I found a profile just like mine; very naughty and full of cute stuff as well. So, my immediate reaction was to send the friend request to that person's profile. I thought: "I hope is a guy so we can talk". Days passed by and I didn't get any answer. A week later I got notified that he accepted the request. I was so happy that I immediately send him a long paragraph saying the following: (I literally remembered what I wrote)
"HI! Thank you so much for accepting the request! I know it might sound weird but I would like to be friends with you because I can see that we like the same things and think that you are such a cool guy and I am sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable for this long message but I would really like to be your friend. "
I literally was that excited for getting to know each other. Days passed by and he didn't reply. I thought that I scared him. I was so sad because of that and I decided to send him another text apologizing for my previous text. When he replied! He said the following (I'll paraphrase since I don't remember the exact words)
Hello sweetheart! Omg you are so sweet and I bet you are such a cutie in person. I would love to be friends with you. My name is Michael is nice to meet you. I'm from Chile. I like gore anime, gay porn and metal music. What about you?
Honestly, I immediately connected with him. I know it's crazy but that's the truth. Michael was always very sweet and smart. We talked about everything, from very exotic food and from religion and politics. He was always someone who I could trust and always had pieces of advice for me. He was very mature to be 16 just like me. Time passed by and I was very interested on his appearance. I thought he looked like an old man honestly, but life is always a mystery box and you never know when you will get a hit or a miss. In this case, my case was a total hit. I asked him for a picture of him. He told me that he was very intrigued by my physical appearance as well, so he replied very excited.
Before he sent me his picture, he said: I am not sure if I am going to like you, I am not handsome but I'm not that ugly as well. That made me felt more intrigued. I thought: "Omg what if he is an older man, what if he really is not very attractive, what if..." Then, he sent the first picture. I literally died when I saw his picture. Michael was a very appealing tall 16 years old slim gay guy; green eyes, pale skin and long and black hair. Lips pierced and thick eyebrows. Basically, the bad guy of a teenager’s dream or how is recently called a fuck boy. I was talking to someone like him! (*screaming in gay*). Then, he asked me for some photos, honestly at that moment I thought…”baby you’re fucked, he is hot and you...well you are a good person , so it’s time to be brave”. I doubt a lot before I sent the photos because I wanted to look good for impressing him, so looked for the best photos I got; I sent him 3 photos and he loved them. So I literally died that day.
When I saw his picture, I thought he was sending someone else's photos instead of his real photos. So, I he sent me a bunch of photos of him and that is how I knew I was literally talking to a dreamy guy. Michael was always having fun with his friends and always hanging out with them, he was not a good student by the way. I will say that even though he was very appealing, he was very dumb. Now that I think about it, he was the stereotype of the bad guy (sexy and dumb) hahahaha.
Conversations with him were always very funny and very sexy. He was the one who introduced me to the world of role-playing and honestly, I appreciate it so much because I found a way to transmit him pleasure even though we were far from each other. Role-playing was something weird at the beginning, but later on I totally got it! I found out that Michael saw sex as treasure; he was the kind of guy who knew me without even seeing me. He knew were to touch without touching. He was literally the owner of my orgasms. Also, if you are wondering, he has an average but very thick dick, 18cm to be exact and big balls, pretty cute actually. Now, I want you to imagine all the nudes that I have from him. tall slim guy, pale skin, pink lips and nipples, green eyes, long black hair, groom pubic area, hanging balls and dripping dick. Knowing that, I really hope that the first world that you thought or said was "WOW" (and no baby, I know that those are definitely not fake) . But if you didn't, well that's OK baby, we all have different tastes hahaha. Michael's love was very sweet and very erotic. I was so happy to be loved and desired by someone who knew the real me.