Honestly all i wanted was my child, why wont he give him to me his crying is only adding to the tension.
"Where were you?"
"Where do yo think i was?"
"With the guards."
"I would never i was in the study upstairs.For the last time Alastor, i have a child with you, im not going to another man, now please give him to me."
"Why were you in the study?"
"I didt want you to see me cry an di didnt want to look at your fae beause of what you said now giv eme my child!"
He hesitantly handed me Kiran an di began roking him an my arms an dbrishing his hair out of hi eyes, i could feel Alastors cold eyes on my face but all i wanted was for Kiran to stop crying. Eventually after singing a lullaby he fell asleep once again.I put him down in hi scrib and watched him cling o the sheets.I turned from teh rib and my eyes met with Alastors.
"Do o have something you wish to say?"
"Yes."
"Go on then"
"Why wont you stay with me?"
"What are you talking about."
"Things can never stay calm between us.It is either we are always fighting"
"What can i do when you are angry and i know you are going to piss me off i keep my distance, then you get angry and mistrusting when i keep my distance. Dont you get it look at your son he is living breathing proof that i am not going anywhere, that i will stay loyal, yet you still dont trust me even though you have given me many reasons not to trust you. At this point i dont think there will be a wedding anytime soon, especially with the trial today."
"Zuma do you still love me?"
"To tell you the truth it is becoming harder to love you."
I walk away from the crib and over to his dresser to pick out Kiran's clothes i feel his strong arms wrap around my waist.Really now he wants to touch me.
"I am sorry for being scornful this morning."
He lifted me up like a doll and rested his head on my shoulder.
"Zuma when did you stop growing?"
"A long time ago."
"I wish you were taller."
I wiggled me way out of his arms grabbed a pillow from the rocking chair and started beating him with it and kicking him, hasnt he learned not to comment on m body. He ran to the other side of the room and picked up Kiran.
"You cant hit me if im holding him now can you."
Kiran was squealing joyfully and kicking his chubby legs in the air. Aww he is so cute i could eat him up.Wait i forgot why i was beating Alastor, that is unfair you cant use my own baby against me. Alastor was laughing ans pinching his chubby legs.
"Kiran look at your legs chubby like Zumas."
FATHER I AM SORRY BUT I AM ABOUT TO BECOME A MURDERER.
"Alastor!!!!!"
"Yes chubby legs."
"I hope for the next six months you will be pleasuring yourself because i will be spending them working on my 'chubby legs'."
"What no i take it back you dont have chubby legs i was just having a laugh."
"Too bad so sad i already made up m mind."
"Zuam you cant do this to me, six months , i had to wait nine months until i could do anything and now you are taking it away from me, that is heartless, what am i supposed to do for the next two months?
"Use your hand."
"What will you do for the next two months?"
"Watch you squirm"
He put down Kiran and walked over to me.What is he planning, he pulled me closer and kissed me deeply, he tried to slip his tongue into my mouth but i didn't open my mouth.
"Oh come on Zuam i cant kiss you either?"
"You can kiss me just not while your hand is grabbing my rear, think i didn't notice?"
I heard him growl and release me.
"Bring Kiran over here you are getting him dressed ."
"Zuam i would like to keep the hair on my head thank you very much."
By the time he turned around i was gone i went and made myself a bath i needed it, badly. The hot water soothed my tense muscles and the lavender smell calmed my senses.This feels like absolute heaven. After the bath i decided to wear a black and silver kimishi with black trousers.I attached the knife to the side of my trousers which was now covered by the long kimishi. I tied my hair up into one an went back to the nursery.Kiran was dressed and happy while Alastor was out of breath.
"Why are you so tired."
"He put up a fight , a very good fight."
"You do the rest i am going to make a bath."
"I already made you one."
"Thanks i need it."
I finished getting kiran ready, grabbed his favorite dragon toy and put him on our bed. I began picking out Alastors clothes when i heard him call from the bathroom.
"Yes Alastor whats the matter."
"Come here please."
I walked in to find him in his towel.
"Zuma i dont think i can go to the trial."
"What why?"
"I dont think i will be able to control myself."
"No worried you will be busy holding me back from slitting his throat with my new knife."
"Yes i saw, i guess i will be going then, i wouldn't want this kimishi to get damaged, unless i am the one doing the damage of course."
"And you pulling me closer while in a towel is my que to leave and let you be, your clothes are on the bed."
I walked out and found Kiran tangled in the sheets.
"Ayyeeee aya aya"
Poor thing so frustrated so quickly just like his father.When everyone was dressed i left Kiran with Allen and the nurse maid. We entered the court room and we all sat up high with the supposed criminal below.Baba was in the middle Helen on his left Alastor and i on his right, Aires would have sat next to Helen, oh Aires my sweet Aires. When the criminal finally lifted his head, i realized i knew him, he was my body guard that watched over me through the days since i was four.No why Estel why i have known you most of my life i thought you were dead and this is how we see each other once again.
"Zuma?"
"Estel"
Everyone in the rooms attention was now turned onto me, damn it why of all people.
"Zuma how do you know this man?"
Babas voice wasn't calm it was furious and angry it actually scared the life out of me.
"He was my body guard since i was four years old, i thought he died in the fire."
"Zuma i want you to tell the court everything you know about this man."
I widened my eyes i guess i didn't have as much hatred in my heart as i thought i did.
"May i ask why?"
"DO as you are told Zuma."
He has never spoken to me in that manner before, like a father would to a disobeying child, i am not his son. But i obey anyways for Aires, I fear Estel isnt the same man i knew. I looked into his emerald eyes that i once found comfort in, i now felt cold. The man standing behind him with a thick book began asking me questions.
"Zuma how long have you known this man?"
"I have known him for twelve years."
"Has this man ever commit treason against his king throughout the time you have known him?"
"Not to my knowledge no, his job was to keep me safe throughout the day and to make sure i stay that was in case of an attack."
"Did he usually bring you to you room."
"Yes he would bring me to my room, have me wait outside while he secured it to make sure there was nothing tampered during my absence."
"So to say you trust him with your life."
"Back then yes i did, but people change over time and through different situations their morals change as well."
"This question is for the accused. Would you kill Zuma if he was the one in that carriadge?"
"If he was the one responsible for the death of my king i would kill Zuma."
That went through my heart like a blade, i didnt know why but it did, it stung to hear his once comforting voice say such things."
"Who do you believe burnt down the palace?"
"The man that was in the carriadge."
"You were indeed wrong the man next to Zuma is the one that burned down the palace, you killed his brother who was sucessful in signing a peace treaty. Have you nothing to say before you are judged."
"Yes."
He rose from his kneeling position and looked me in the eye.
"June bug you know me that bastard i killed was no cleaner than the bums in the gutters, i was doing this world a favor, his name meant god of war, talk to me June bug."
June bug i remember that name he used to call me that all the time because of my birthday. How dare he now trying to use my memories.
"You dont have the right to call me that anymore Estel.Despite his name Aires was a gentle person toward others, he cared about peoples opinion and took them into consideration. I dont know how you survived the fire, i dont care, all i care is that you killed a good man all on account of his name.You told me to never judge a book by its title because they can be misleading. You should practiced what you preached. You are wrong about him, there is a consequence for every action, your will be death and i will see to it."
I felt a warm hand on my shoulder but no one was there, Alastors was folded across his chest, then it was Aires, he is still with me. and i am ok with that.
Elsen was executed on the spot with a blade to the heart by on of the many guards in the room.We all left the court room and went about our day, now that there is justice and Aires is long burried according to his culture we must move on or the dead shall not rest in peace. I left Kiran with Allen because they seemed to enjoy one anothers company. I wet back to the room to find Alastor spread out on the bed like a starfish.I flopped on top of him and immediately a wolfish grin appeared on his face but i wasnt interested in what was going on in his mind.
"Why are you laying here?"
"I am bored and in need of some adult company."
"Well you will have to wait six months."
"Zuma there is something else you aren't telling me this isn't about me saying you had chubby legs and wishing you were taller."
"You are right you for got my birthday six months ago after i reminded you for weeks and weeks until you yelled at me and due to my hormones i cried like a baby. "
"But you forgot my birthday as well."
"First of all you took your present in the tub, second a lot was happening, third you didnt remind me as much as i reminded you.Any ways until you make it up to me i suggest you get well aquainted with your hand."
I hopped off of him and ran out of the room.
ALASTOR
Oh lord i need help. I pull on my clothes and bolt to my fathers study he is behind his desk and was startled by my unannounced entrance.
"Good god Alastor what is the matter?"
"My sex life is in grave danger!"
"What did you do now?"
"I for got his birthday for sis months and when he tried to remind me during his pregnancy i yelled at him and made him cry.Now i have to make it up to him and i dont know how."
"Take a seat you arent the romantic type we will be here a while."
"Oh lord."
I took a seat and we went over different situations, we finally settled on a spa day for him so he an relax since i was mostly gone through his pregnancy.I hope this works or i am gong to be very angry for the next six months.He will have a day at the spa,Kiran will be with Allen and i will take him into the city after his relaxing day, i hope this works or else i am in serious trouble.
When i got back to the room Kiran was in my spot, you adorable little brute you cant have my Zuma all to yourself. Zuma is in black nightwear , his shirt is quite thin and the neck dips deep enough to show his collar bone. I want to decorate it with marks but i dont think he would let me. I walk in strip to my underwear and hop into bed.I am to lazy to put on night pants.
"Alastor why on earth are you not dressed?"
"Too tired planning to get my sex life back together."
"And who in their right mind helped you?"
"My father of course."
"Ok whatever, here put Kiran to bed, i already gave him a bath."
"You just signed my death certificate."
"What are you talking about, he is a little baby, he cant even crawl."
"So you think, he is a little devil when he is with me and he doesn't see his mother."
"His mother, Alastor i am not a woman , i am his father as much as you."
"....ok"
I picked him up and went to the nursery, i dont need to get him pissed at this point because im already down a hole. I put the little demon to bed and went back to the room. Oh by the way author dont tell Zuma what i called Kiran behind his back.
*No worries*
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