I’m a bit excited but uneasy to be sleeping with Jake so I give extra thought to what I’ll wear to bed with him. I usually sleep in loose gym shorts and a t-shirt and that's what I decided to wear today too. I think I shouldn't change my habits or he might get suspicious that I might be uneasy for the wrong reasons. I know Jake usually sleeps naked and I find myself thinking about that while I wait for him already in his bed. He comes from the bathroom wearing boxer shorts and lays down next to me, maybe he thought it wasn't appropriate to sleep naked beside me. I really wouldn’t mind if he did. Wow, that thought is a bit startling, if I’m having these kinds of thoughts, maybe it's for the best that he decided to change his nightly attire.

We settle down and he, instinctively, puts his arms around my waist and pulls me towards him just like he does when we're on the sofa. He lifts his head a bit and whispers in my ear "Is this OK?". To which I vigorously nod and accommodate myself to his body.

Jake is larger than me, it’s clear we don’t share the same DNA. Growing up I always wanted to be like him. Right now, being in this position makes me just want to be with him. Things are good as they are.