When they leave the shower and start getting dressed Kats looks himself over it the mirror,"Oh shit..."

Kirishima looks up from zipping his shorts and buttoning them,"What?"

"How the hell am I gonna hide this?" Katsuki runs his hand over a very visible hickey that even his uniform shirt won't cover.

Kirishima smiles for a second feeling proud that he was the one that put it there.

Katsuki runs his hands over like 3 or 4 more that are on his neck chest and collar bone.

Kirishima goes over to the mirror and looks himself over.

Oh yep.

He definitely got his fair share of hickeys too.

And a bite mark-

Wait when the fuck did kats do that?

Oh well its there now, so be it.

Katsuki reaches down and pulls his boxers the rest of the way up and turns grabbing his sweats,"Oh well I don't give a fuck who sees it..."

Kirishima smiles again.

They finish cleaning up then head out towards the kitchen.

Kirishima decided no shirt cause its hot as fuck and he is dying from the heat.

Katsuki dressed in sweats and one of kirishima's shirts which is surprisingly incredibly baggy on him.

It reaches past his waist and the short sleeves go half way down his upper arms.

Kirishima thinks it's just because he's broader than Katsuki now.

And he thinks he looks really fucking cute wearing his shirt and pulling it back up on his shoulder every few minutes,"Is Ramon ok?" Katsuki pulls out bags of Ramon.

"Yeah it doesn't matter what you make baby it all tastes amazing..." Kirishima gives him a cheeky grin sitting down at the table.

Katsuki rolls his eyes smiling and turns his back to him placing a pot on the stove and grabbing ingredients from the fridge.

They make meaningless conversation about their days.

Katsuki actually beat midoriya in hand to hand combat today.

Kirishima stayed inside doing a report.

Kats also threw the baseball the furthest today and Aizawa gave him a coupon for free pizza for winning.

Kirishima went and bought energy drinks.

"I oughtta kick deku's ass for getting you put on fucking probation... The little asshole..." Katsuki stirs the Ramon aggressively.

Kirishima stands and shuffles over to his boyfriend and hugs him from behind,"Baby it's fine..."

"Its not fine now we can't-" Katsuki cuts himself off.

"Can't what?" Kirishima grins and leans against him a little pinning him to the counter.

The t-shirt slips off katsuki's shoulder a little and he blushes,"We can't go out to dinner after 7 or anything..."

Kirishima chuckles,"Aww kats that's so sweet-"

"Shut up! I just- I don't always wanna be around school when we hang out..." Katsuki frowns and stirs the pot of Ramon.

Kirishima smiles and kisses his shoulder the his neck.

Katsuki turns his head and their lips lock.

They stand there fully making out in the kitchen.

Its not like anyone will see them anyways there's nobody he-

"Ohhhhh! Caught red handed!"

Kirishima whips his head around and Katsuki shrinks against him leaning against his chest embarrassed.

Mineta, denki, midoriya, and Sero.

Kirishima pouts his lip out and glares at them,"Seriously?"

"Yup!" Mineta grins,"Caught you guys..."

Kirishima rolls his eyes and rubs kats arm before moving to stand next to him instead of behind him,"What're you guys doing here so early?"

"Oh it was a short day at work man... Because baku kinda blew out a wall at the station..." Denki points at katsuki.

Kirishima furrows his brows and looks at his boyfriend,"What're they talking about?"

"Oh... Bakugo you didn't tell him you freaked out and almost blew gang orca up?" Sero asks looking confused himself.

"What!?" Kirishima looks from his friends to Katsuki.

Katsuki glares at the food Still stirring it unnecessarily,"I didn't freak out assholes..."

"You kinda did and then you were sent home early..." Denki shrugs,"Not supposed to sleep on the job bakubro it's a rule..."

Kirishima looks at katsuki and he avoids eye contact and turns to put the Ramon in bowls.

"Pfft asleep on the job?" Mineta laughs,"Bakugo seems to be losing his game here..."

Katsuki turns around and flips him off,"Fuck You short shit! I am not!"

"Seems You are... Sleeping at work then blowing things up... Oh Bakugo..." Mineta shakes his head.

Katsuki smacks Mineta up side the head and grabs his ramon stalking out of the kitchen angry.

Midoriya stays quiet looking kinda uncomfortable sitting in a room with two people (kirishima and Katsuki) that are particularly pissed at him right now.

Kirishima glares at Mineta,"Really man you ruined the fucking mood..."

"Woah I've bever seen kiri mad before..." Mineta mutters and fiddles with his hero suit.

"Im not- whatever..." Kirishima frowns.

Denki looks kirishima over,"And exactly why was baku in such a good mood?"

Kirishima glances away and swears he feels his face heat up,"Just got done sleeping, had a good nap I guess..."

Denki stands up and waltz's over to kirishima grinning slyly,"Hmm..." He pokes kirishima's neck where the bite mark is then pokes his chest where a hickey is,"Seeeems... Our little kiri finally got laid!"

Kirishima claps a hand over Denki's mouth,"Kami shush!"

"Soistrooooo!" Denki moves his hands away,"You and baku fucked?"

"Don't say it like that it sounds really fucking dirty..." Kirishima turns red and picks up the bowl.

"Waaait! Give us some details!" Mineta yells slamming his tiny hands on the table.

Kirishima rolls his eyes,"It felt good that's all I'm saying..."

"Kirishimmmaaaaa!" Mineta yells after him but kirishima ignores him and goes in the living room to his boyfriend.

Katsuki sits there with a blanket laying across his legs and the bowl in his lap.

He stares at it with a distant look.

Kirishima stares at him then sits next to him,"Hey..."

Katsuki glances at him then back at the bowl staying silent.

"You wanna tell me what happened?" Kirishima takes a bite of his food.

"Oh my god this is so good!" He smiles down at the food with his mouth full swallowing it,"Thank you..."

Katsuki nods and continues to stare at the bowl.

Kirishima finishes his and gives a surprised look when Katsuki places his bowl in front of him.

Kirishima looks at him,"Kats this is your-"

"Eat it... I'm really not hungry..." He stares at the blanket.

Kirishima places the bowl on the coffee table and turns his body towards Katsuki,"Kats-"

"I fell asleep and gang orca tried to wake me up and I... Used my quirk..." Katsuki rubs his hands over his legs,"I didnt fucking mean to... Short shit made it sound like I tried to do it on purpose... Asshole..."

Kirishima moves an arm up and brushes kats cheek and Katsuki looks at him.

"We really need to get these nightmares under control..." Kirishima rubs a thumb under kats eye and makeup smears off again,"Katsuki I told you to stop that..."

Kats shakes his head,"I can't let people see my stupid ass like this..."

"But around here its ok... We're your friends baby you don't need to hide it..." Kirishima rubs the makeup the rest of the way off.

Yeah those are really dark circles under his eye.

The other one probably looks exactly the same.

Katsuki shakes his head again,"I'm so fucking fed up..."

Kirishima rubs his cheek,"I know baby..."

Katsuki shakes his head and tears appear,"No you don't..."

Oh shit.

Again.

This day must be one of those really bad days.

"I'm sorry..." Kirishima rubs the tears that run down kats face away.

Katsuki shakes his head again and the tears fall faster,"I'm so tired... And the dreams are horrible they're almost real I hate it..." He mutters voice pitched.

Kirishima frowns and gives a worried look.

He is such an asshole.

Katsuki was dealing with this and work and school.

And on top of it all he's helping Kirishima.

"Ka-"

"Kirishima! Baku!" Denki, sero, midoriya and Mineta all troop out into the living room grinning.

Denki grins,"Come out to pizza with us! I'm buying!"

Katsuki grabs kirishima's hand and turns his head away from their friends holding kirishimas hand in front of his face embarrassed.

Kirishima looks from him to his friends,"Um... I'll have to pass guys..."

Mineta snorts,"Oh c'mon guys..."

Midoriya nods,"Yeah it'll be fun!" And Sero nods agreeing.

Kirishima shakes his head,"Nah I'm sleepy guys... And I think Katsuki is too..."

Denki snorts rolling his eyes and trumps over to the couch leaning on the back of it,"Oh c'mon-" Denki glances at katsuki and his smile fades.

Katsuki continues to avoid eye contact.

Denki looks at kirishima and nods understanding.

Kirishima mouths a Thank you and denki gives a sympathetic nod then turns to their friends with a big grin,"C'mon guys these losers are passing up a perfect opportunity..."

"Aww!! Mineta pouts and walks away leaving the room.

Denki whispers to Sero and Sero looks at katsuki then nods at Kirishima as if to say 'we'll be back to help' then he leaves too.

Midoriya gives a questioning look and looks from katsuki and kirishima to Denki and Sero.

Kirishima glares at him and he's quick to leave.

Denki waves and they all finally leave.

Kirishima turns his attention back to Kats,"Hey..." He grips his hand.

Katsuki shakes his head,"Do you ever feel like... Everything is falling apart around you?"

Kirishima stares at him shocked.

Because that's.

That's exactly how kirishima feels right now.

"Cause that's what it feels like right now..." Katsuki mutters and rubs at his wet face aggressively glaring angry,"I cant stand it... I'm always in control and its like I just can't... I can't control these nightmares and its killing me..."

Kirishima nods completely understanding.

That's what it's like with his disorders.

He can't control them and that's why he gets so mad about it.

Kirishima gives a sympathetic look and reaches his hands up rubbing Katsuki's cheeks.

Katsuki suddenly smiles and huffs a laugh.

Kirishima gives a confused look,"W-what?"

Katsuki stares at him and leans forward hugging him.

"You're the only stable thing I have right now..." Katsuki hugs him tightly,"Kirishima you think your not perfect but you are... Thats why I hate it when you fucking down yourself..." Katsuki pulls back and gives a warm smile,"You don't know how you affect others Eij and you need to realize that you help more than you really think..."

Kirishima stares at his boyfriend then smiles.

Katsuki doesn't realize it either.

That he's kirishima's stable person in this life.

Katsuki hugs him again,"This is gonna sound so fucking cheesy but your the light of my life Eij..."

Kirishima sits there shocked for a second then he gives a wobbly smile and hugs kats back.

"You're mine too Katsuki... I love you..."

"Love You too..."