i’m tired of this world’s shit. i’m tired of being judged on every fucking detail. my clothes shoes makeup hair necklace earrings skin. am i a slut a whore or a tease? i’m scared and i’m tired and i’m sad and i’m lonely. if someone harasses me what will i do? will i be able to defend myself? i’ve been training myself to but what if i can’t and i just stand there and let it happen? i don’t know what will happen and that scares me more than anything. and even if i do defend myself and get away would anyone believe me? i’m tired of worrying i need to stand up for myself and scream and shout and yell but maybe i could just close my eyes first?