It took weeks for Your Majesty to notice me. It was intentional, at least on my part. I wore loose dresses, washed only when instructed to, and avoided your eyes. I still caught them, one day, because I foolishly wondered your private hallways, alone. I always did that, accompanied by another girl. One that I hoped you'd like more.

I knew I was lost, once you called me to your room. You showed me the bed I had made that morning. I was almost afraid to ruin it, it takes almost an hour to arrange the royal curtains.

I did everything you told me to, relieved that you did not force me to pretend I enjoyed it. You did not care, but it would have been difficult for me, as I was also fighting tears. I went to my room, where Lea awaited, and she knew. Until that day, she had been happy that I had the rare fortune to escape the King's grab, so it hurt her more.