We haven't talked for two days after the park incident.

***Tobias pov*** Luke

Tobias

I decided that I needed to grow a pair of balls metaphorically. Because I'm a bloke and already have a pair. Why the heck was I just talking about balls. I don't know but I think I'm nervous about talking to him. Today is the day I try to talk to Luke again.

I have tried to call him many times but Luke has not answered a single of them. I tried calling him one last time. On the fourth ring, he answers.

"Oh my gosh, you finally answered me, Luke."

"Yeah, sorry about that."

"Can we talk about what happened at the park please."

"Sure but where are we gonna talk"

"Elora in bed sick right now"

"I guess we could talk at mine."

"Okay, I'll be there at two."

"Bye love you"

"Yeah, wait did you just say you love me if so I do too now I gotta go and get Elora her medication."

"I hope she gets better, bye"

Hearing Luke's voice made me melt especially when he said that he loved me. Now I can feel tears running down my face. Tears of happiness. I think.

***Luke's pov***

I have tried so hard to not think about Tobias but it's hard because I really love him and God I don't think I could live without him. He makes me happy. My ringtone pulls me out of my thoughts. It's him I struggle to grab my phone and answer. Tears start to run down my face when he starts to talk. I chuckled before answering the phone.

"Oh my gosh, you finally answered me, Luke."

"Yeah, sorry about that."

"Can we talk about what happened at the park please."

"Sure but where are we gonna talk."

"Elora in bed sick right now"

"I guess we could talk at mine."

"Okay, I'll be there at two."

"Bye love you"

"Yeah, wait did you just say you love me if so I do too now I gotta go and get Elora her medication."

"I hope she gets better, bye"

I let my tears flow for a bit longer I have two hours until he is gonna be here. Tobias's voice made me melt at the sound of it.

It's like if an angel was whispering into my ear.

An Hour Later...

***Tobias pov***

I'm so nervous but I can do this. One hour until I'll be seeing Luke. Hopefully, we will sort it out and go back to talking because without him. My life is absolutely boring and quiet.

Since my mother left us. Elora and I both had to at least get one job then I realised that I could just work two and she didn't have to work at all. But Elora said that she wanted to.

Now I'm just blabbering about stuff this is how people can tell I am nervous. I have always been like this when I am nervous. I'll be right hopefully we don't break up because I really wouldn't know what to do without him with me. I would be lost.

An hour later...

***Luke's pov***

It's nearly time and I don't know why I am so nervous to see him. God, I love him so much but I don't know why I'm so nervous. He has never made me feel like this before. I think that I'm scared that we might break up. No, I know that scared that might happen and I would be lost if it did happen.

For three years I have had a crush on him and when I discovered he was gay about three years ago I was so and I mean SO happy, I just couldn't believe it but I am so happy he chose me. I'm pretty boring I'm practically a generic football jock type of guy expect we all know soccer is better. No, I don't okay football but I look like a big buff footy player I guess.

I'm an average Joe kinda guy but not really. Soon my thoughts are interrupted by the doorbell.

I look up at the clock it's exactly two pm. He is at my front door. I opened the door to Tobias trembling at the sight of me so I went up to him and just hugged him for who knows how long.

After a while, he started to tap my shoulder and I took it as a thing to let go but he walked in reasonably silent. Except for when he's body hit into something. God, his shaking is only getting worse.

"Hey, I'm sorry for ruining our date and all of the ones I could ruin it was our first." I could hear he was on the verge of tears.

"Nah it's alright because I was with you. Why don't we put this all behind us and continue to be idiots together." We hugged after I was done talking about that.

"What to do." We said in unison. Then we laughed ridiculously loud but I don't care at all.

An hour later... (Before he arrived)

***Tobias's pov***

I was trembling at the thought of him dumping me for someone better which I understand because I am a piece of crap and trash at the same time. If that's possible.

It was nearly time and I got into my car and drove off to his house then when I got there I was shaking way too much but I have to talk to him or it might end our relationship.

I got to the front door and I checked the time and it was a minute until two.

I knocked as well as I could because right now I'm a nervous wreck I needed to calm down. When he opened the door I got a lot worse. Luke probably saw how scared I looked and then he hugged me in a tight embrace.

After a while, people who were walking past were saying things that I never want to hear again so to get his attention I tapped his shoulder.

We walked in silently and then I ended saying something that sounds stupid but I don't care.

"Hey, I'm sorry for ruining our date and all of the ones I could ruin it was our first." I felt like crying because I ruined our first date but also I'm hoping that's its not our last one either.

"Nah it's alright because I was with you. Why don't we put this all behind us and continue to be idiots together." We hugged after I'm happy we sorted it out.

"What to do." We said in unison. Then we laughed ridiculously loud but I don't care at all.