I do truly love him.

** A week later **

I wish that Elora was here. I mean Luke's here but it is not the same without her.

We haven't gotten any information about where she is yet. Not yet. I haven't gone to school since I heard the news that she went missing.

I'm lucky to have a great boyfriend like Luke because he has been with me this whole time and he is always giving me his best kisses as he says.

I'm not happy about all this crap. While Luke has been at school by himself, people won't stop insulting him because he is a gay guy.

Today it's Sunday. Luke and I are going on a date because we have both been in shitty moods all week. So we thought we could try to have so fun instead of sitting around being depressed.

I'm clueless about where we are going. Luke decided that he was going to be the one to come up with what we are going to go for the date.

I look up at the clock and it reads five twenty-seven then it clicked to five twenty-eight. I'm waiting until six because Luke is coming to pick me up to take me to this unknown place.

Boy, how much would I love a perfect little world for at least ten minutes? No, it is not even possible to think of such a perfect place. Earth is most definitely not perfect nor peaceful.

I need to stop thinking negatively about everything but my thoughts chime back in. What if Elora is dead. What would you even do? Luke doesn't love you. No loves you.

Soon I heard the doorbell ring but I thought I gave Luke a key. Then I realise that it could be the police telling me that they found her.

I got up and washed my face real quick and when towards the door to answer it. It's Andrew I wonder what that fuck head is doing here.

"What the fuck do you want. To hurt my sister more than you already and also just so you know she was upset about you did no she wasn't upset. She was fucking bawling her fucking eyes out for so long. You're a fucking jerk! I don't want you anywhere near her. That's if she comes back." I started to cry at the thought that she could be gone forever.

I don't know why Andrew is even trying to comfort me but he does it anyway. I can feel his muscular arms wrap around me.

This feels weird but I'm not doing anything to stop it. I hear him sobbing as well which makes me feel a bit better.

Not long after I invite him into the apartment because I'm such a nice person.

He sits on the lounge playing with his hands a lot. This is scaring me. I wonder what he is thinking.

Luke walks in a few minutes later. Man, it's pretty weird having Andrew in my apartment after the whole incident.

Luke facial expression was very different than usual.

It was more aggressive but also sad. I actually couldn't tell anymore which is not a good thing because I used to be so good at reading facial expressions.

I don't know anymore, I'm apparently acting different I at least don't think I am. I love Elora so much and I couldn't live without her...

We turn the television on and I switch it to the news channel and I see my sister on the news. She has been reported missing or dead. Luke was hugging me the whole time and Andrew was holding my hand for support.

I didn't feel anything after seeing the news report to other people before her own family.

"Luke and Andrew just stop I want to be alone!" I say even though that is not what I really wanted but I need some time to think to myself. I got up leaving Luke and Andrew alone. Together.

I get to my room and I already feel the tears streaming down my face, but I need to release the anger, the hatred, the sadness and mostly just any emotions I feel.

I hear a faint knock on the door and I hear Luke whisper this.

"Tobias, you know that I love you soooo much and I don't want to see you hurt again, so please let me in so I can try to comfort you and also you know how bad I am at this stuff so I just wanna help the best that I can. I love you, Tobi, one day we'll be happy and have the stuff to do together so please just let me in!" He finishes with a quiet sob.

I get up instantly and let him in. When I push the door open I see the TV still on and they have reported that they have found her body.

"Hello, we are your local news provider and we are here to say that we just might have found Elora Matthews and another few body's dumped into a lake!"

I feel more tears violently rush down my already red enough cheeks. I can't stop it. They found my fucking sister dead. How? Why? Who? Why her? So many questions are running through my head and I just drop like a fly getting swashed from a flyswatter.

I wake up to see Luke hovering over my body. I can't see properly and move as well.

Luke kisses my forehead and leaves the room.

I'm now lying alone with all my emotions hitting me at once. I have only felt this once before and that was when my father passed away. I miss her already.

★★★ AUTHORS NOTE ★★★

I'm sorry for not updating I have been really worried about pretty much everything and I have tried to write but being in a constant mood of feeling crappy makes you feel like you can't do anything and you don't want to do anything so the last few weeks that has been me.

I'm sorry but hopefully, I can release another chapter next week and this is a nice (not really nice but you know it's all happening for a reason) and simple, short chapter because I really didn't like the fact that Elora died. But the plot demands it to happen.

As always I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you next week.

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