Party’s huh? Social gatherings, most of the time a party was just a way for me to keep tabs on my friends and give them a little bit of attention, you know they’re not that bad, they’re nice people.

It really feels like I always made you the outcast, at your friends parties even, I always grabbed a controller and played smash with everyone, I sucked at it, but I’m a sucker for competition.

And then when the party was over, I would take you home or you would take me, you lived in a small apartment outside school, while I lived in the school dorms.

Honestly I hated having to be so peppy all the time, all I wanted was to put my head on your shoulders and maybe sleep a little.

The moment’s I spent with you and only you were the moment’s I yearned for the most, that’s really all I wanted for the most part. I wanted to spend an eternity with you, but I just knew that wasn’t going to happen.

That’s why those four years were the best years of my life.

I loved you and I still kinda do.

-D.