I fear I’ll be waiting for my life to start
That I let it pass me by

I spend all my time
Looking for a reason why

I can’t say what I mean
Or mean what I say

This pain that drags with me
Every single day

My heart and my brain
They’re both just empty caves

Looking for something
To make me not feel this way

I’ve got nothing to distract me
Nothing to fill my time

I’ve got places to be,
Things to do, and yet I’m

Still empty, alone,
And void of all thought

I look at what I’ve got
And I’ve got not a lot

The repeating in my head
Is getting hard to bear

It’s not fading, or degrading,
No it’s not, it’s still right there