Bella White

Surprised that I was able to wake up this morning from my late night activities meaning drinking all my pain away and passing out. As I turned over I noticed two huge grey fur on the floor thinking I didn't order a new rug... I sat up a little too quickly causing the room to spin falling back onto the couch holding my head and closing my eyes hoping the room would stop spinning so fast. After the room stopped spinning I sat up slowly and turned to get off my black couch. I stepped on the new rug and it let out a yelp making me scrambled back on the couch but I fell backward trying to escape the foreign creature I decided to let into my home last night. Placing a hand over my heart as I lay against the back of the couch with my back. Counting down from ten as my useless therapist said would help but I hear soft whimpering on the other side of the couch slowly getting on my knees and looking over the couch I see two grey wolves one had white on the tip of its ears and has sky blue eyes that had gentle look to them but was currently in pain from me stepping on it by accident.

It had bandages from me last night, I look over to see the wolf its fur was a bit darker than its counterpart and had a white patch on his nose its eyes were the same blue as well just slightly darker and it looked tired and annoyed.I guess they heard me move and turned their heads towards me I squeaked and duck back behind my only protection. Silently praying I didn't even hear them move well one of them, I felt a nudge on my knee opening one of my eyes I see the injured wolf right there sitting on the floor across from me it looks like it trying to make itself seem smaller when in actuality it was fucking huge.I couldn't move left, right, up or down because that's how close the wolf was so if it decided to attack I was basically dog food for the damn being.

" touch it Bell" a soft voice said in the back of my head.

Slowly reaching out with one of my hands I touch the snout gently it was wet and soft the wolf was very much stiff as a brick wall.Moving my hand up slowly and behind his left ear, I started to mess with his ear and moving my other hand to his other ear doing the same motion. The wolf looked pleased and moved closer covering my lower half so I really couldn't move if I wanted too.Laying his head on my lap I moved from his ears and started to gently rub the top of his head and sides closing my eyes because it was low key therapeutic in a way of I could die from being this stupid but at least I touched something soft... right..? Finally calming down from this episode my hangover hit me like a ton of sumo wrestlers, I felt a wave of nausea come in stronger than ever pushing the wolf off of me and running to the trash can because I wasn't going to make it upstairs to the bathroom.

Puking up all my regrets from last night I realized vodka and wine doesn't mix well on an empty stomach. I was dry heaving on the trash can holding on for dear life I felt another nudge but it was from the darker wolf looking at me with so much disappointment like it was my goddamn mother or something.I flipped it the middle finger not caring anymore if I was to die why you may ask well it would stop me from feeling this. Standing back up and wiping my mouth with my shirt sadly and walked past the growling wolf and upstairs to shower and change my clothes.In my room, which was a simple room, it was painted a warm olive color with a wall mirror in front of my bed which was a California king size I honestly don't know why I brought it in the first place.

Oh right, Kyle asked well practically begged me to get it so we would have enough room for our future kids.Ha, that was a slap in the face thinking about Kyle again I walked to my closet and opened it pulling all his shit out of it and onto the floor pulling more of the crap out of my tall mahogany dresser with the floor it goes, I didn't hear the wolves come upstairs as I was pulling my blankets and sheets off of my bed and onto the floor going to the bathroom pulling his dirty ass clothes out and into my room. Going back into the bathroom pulling his cologne and other hygiene shit throwing it on the floor in a blind rage not caring if it broke. Walking past the wolves and into the kitchen I grabbed two black hefty garbage bags and back upstairs I went to my room throwing his shit into the bags and tying it. Sitting on my bed, I grabbed my phone pulling it off the charger and powering it on I see Kyle called my phone damn near a hundred times and sent fifty damn text messages trying to explain then I see a facebook notifications stating that I was tagged in a post which was from Kyle and his dirty ass family commenting on it.

He was trying to declare his love for me and going through the emotions online so I texted him to come and get his stuff before the garbage man picks it up and to expect to be without a company real soon. I screenshot everything for my records and blocked him off my phone. Getting back up I grabbed both of the trash bags and placed it on the curb next to the garbage can. I saw my nosey ass neighbor sitting his ass on the pouch shaking his head. I flipped him the middle finger and gave him an icy glare that caused him to clutch his chest and walk back into the house. I noticed the wolves were sitting by my naked bed. Walking past them and into my bathroom closing the door, stripping down to nothing I've turned on the shower and washed my hair even detangled it just to place it into two chunky flat twists then I finished up my shower.

Stepping out of the shower I grabbed my towel wrapping it around my body. I hear scratches on the door opening it. I see the wounded wolf sitting in front of my door with its head tilted to the side.

Sighing I started to rub his head

"What's wrong are you in pain... I can check that out after I'm finished getting ready." I said bending down to rub his head some more I felt my towel start to unravel a bit the wolf pushed his head further into my hand causing me to use my other hand to hold my towel until the wolf notices my action and I could have sworn a mischievous glint in its eyes it huffed out and turning its head towards his counterpart.

The grumpy wolf looked at the other one and huffed out while standing up as the wounded wolf moved. It all happened so quickly I was on the floor having a tug war with a wolf clutching my towel for dear life.

" Let go of my damn towel, you can't have my towel. I just bought it the other day," I said aggressively, still keeping a tight grip on my towel.

The thieving ass wolf decided to growl at me which caused me to gasp and smash my foot against its face which made the wolf let go and whimper for a second then growled some more at me and I flipped it off

"Sorry not sorry you towel bandit." I said while getting up with a smile on my face and tightening my towel I walked past the growling wolf straight to my dresser for a tank top and shorts.

Walking back to my bathroom I washed my face and brushed my teeth and put in my clothes. Heading downstairs straight to the kitchen I hear the two wolves following me.Once we were in the kitchen I opened the top drawer by my sink for my medicine I can't have a murderous intent this fine morning. I really hate taking this stuff. It hollows me out and I can't feel the rush of knowing that I could give into the voices telling me to hurt someone because they were breathing the wrong way. It sucked feeling everything but being numb at the same time.

Grabbing my medicine and sitting it on the counter I grabbed me a glass of water. After taking my medicine I looked over to see the wolves staring at me.

"Do you guys like steak raw or cooked?" I said pulling the steaks out of the refrigerator and the other ingredients.

Holding the meat up

" Raw or cooked" I said looking at them sighing because they wouldn't answer me so I turned and started working on breakfast. As I'm putting the steak on the casting iron with a lot of butter with herbs I started humming a tune that my grandmother sings while she was cooking.

Moving away from the stove, I went to the cabinet to find where I placed the flour so I could make biscuits and gravy. Placing all the ingredients on the table, going back into the refrigerator I grabbed the eggs and cheese. Checking on the steaks and flipping them over then moving forward with gravy because I had the biscuits in the oven.

Then I turned on the coffee pot so I could have a cup, I finished cooking this meal and opened my kitchen window because of the heat from the stove. I was looking for huge bowels I could place their food and water.Placing the biscuits and gravy first then the eggs and lastly the steak on top in the bowels and I placed it on the ground and filled up the other two bowels with water and placed it as well.

I noticed that the wolves were still by the door waiting for something.

"There's nothing wrong with my food, you weirdos" I said, turning away to grab my coffee and plate. I find myself sitting on the floor because I don't feel like moving out of the kitchen. Looking at the wolves eat more like ravage the bowels with no remorse. I couldn't finish my food so I just sipped in my coffee.

" Slow down or you will choke. I'm not saving you guys this time" I said sipping some more of my coffee.

The lighter wolf lifted his head and barked at me.

"Alright since this one is still healing I will be needing to check on the bandages often and I know Mr.Grouch won't leave. I will allow y'all to stay for the time being." I said after taking another sip.

"Besides you guys need names I can't whistle out to y'all."I said finishing up my coffee and getting up then grabbing the rest of my dishes and placing them in the sink looking at the clock I seen that it was almost time to open the clinic so I went to grab my phone and send out a mass text message to my workers letting them know that the clinic was closed for the day.

Walking back to the kitchen, I see the wolves are still there but just laying on the floor. Grabbing their bowels to clean it with the rest of the dishes and place it to the side. Turning back to them.

"Alright you two need names so give me a response to the name you like okay" I said looking at them with the hope that I'm not bat shit crazy.

"Mr.Grouch you first, I should keep that name for you but I don't like the way you're looking at me right now so yeah... Aha." saying this while side eyeing the wall.

The dark wolf sat up as if it was ready to get this done and over with but ready to attack me if I give out the name. So my ignorant ass said "Alright your name shall be sassy pants" I kid you not this motherfucker growled at me and got ready to lunge at me.

" I'm kidding I'm just messing with you aha why so serious... Ahah" I said walking to him and using both of my hands to rub his head all over gently.

He huffed at me but his eyes were closed, he looked content with me touching him. I felt the other wolf get closer to us and started to rub his nose on my side. I like to think that I'm enjoying this moment right now and that I might just keep them. To everyone else, it may seem dangerous but to me they're harmless.

" Okay Grouch I shall name you Rei," I said looking at the dark grey wolf huffing again that the name was okay.

"And your name shall be Nen," I said, moving one of my hands to pet the light grey wolf while he rubbed his head against me.

"Rei and Nen welcome to my home," I said in a low tone while walking off to the basement.