I sat at the port looking out a huge window to the sharp mountains of the planet outside, the vast star-filled sky as ships came and went, I grabbed my bag and headed across town till I found the little flat I was looking for knocking on the door quickly, and soon enough it opened to milo stood in his dressing gown
"Simon? Hey what's up?" He asked
"can I come in?" I asked with a little blush
"Course," he says happily letting me into his fairly dusty apartment
"your roommates out?" I asked
"yeah, they won't be home till next year," he says locking his door again
"Good, Look Milo I needed to see you," I told him as I turned back to him seeing he had pretty much completely taken off his dressing gown "what are you doing?"
"Ohh I thought ya had- Okay my bad," he says doing up again
"Your cute" I laughed giving him a kiss and sitting at his table as he made me cup of tea
"so? what was so important then?" he asked
"I'm heading out again Milo"
"Again? Simon we just got back, I've got five people still suffering stasis sickness, we haven't even been back in base camp or out of stasis twenty-four hours"
"I thought I could come back Milo... and I can't"
"why not?"
"I don't belong here, I'm not a planet boy I'm space boy. I was born there and I'll die there, anytime I step foot anywhere I feel like a foreigner" I sighed
"Simon... we've been anyway along time ya not goin' to drop back into your old life the same as ya did before," he says holding my hand
"I know... But I don't want to stay"
"Ya wanna know what I think?"
"Of course I do"
"As ya doctor, I think you're a fucking idiot for wantin' to get back out there again so close to comin' home, I have half a mind to give ya a full mental check" he explained having some tea
"and as my boyfriend?"
"I'll get packin'" He blushed
"Why the blush?"
"Ya never called me that before"
"I know, I have done a lot of thinking and the only place life makes sense is up there with you"
"Awww Simon" He smiled "Come on, It's been a lon' stasis I want a cuddle" he smiled pulling my hand towards his bedroom.
I smiled holding Milo tight in my arms our bodies hardly an inch from each other sharing each others warmth as I watched him gently breathe nuzzling close to me and his pillow as I plaid with his hair and gently ran my fingers across his muscles
"Humm ya tickling me Simon" he laughs
"sorry" I blushed
"It's okay, I know ya just like explorin'" he smirked
"Ya know I do" I smirked
"Oi! don't make fun" he complained poking my stomach
"Okay, sorry" I laughed
"Simon? have ya always been... Ya know?
"Have I what?" I asked
"Always... Liked guys?" he asked,
"of course I have why?" I laughed
"You're married with a daughter?"
"Okay... You want the story?" I asked and he nodded pulling the covers to him tightly and he looked at me so I sighed "I was in college, I had always been a little weird, I'd always liked guys and girls but my dad was kinda insistent on choosing one, he didn't care which he just said I couldn't exactly have a relationship with both a man and a woman, so for a while, I just said I was straight" I explain "and one night at some stupid college party, I met Marcy she was sweet I guess kinda bitchy but whatever and since I had chosen to stick with girls I was getting kinda... Needy" I told him
"So ya dated Marcy?" He asked
"No, just a kinda half-drunk hookup" I shrug "Unfortunately six months later she turned up on my doorstep with a baby bump so... I didn't have much of a choice, I love Lina to death but, I don't know I never wanted to be a dad anyway."
"what made ya go back to bisexual?" he asked
"being on a ship for months with you" I smirked
"Even with all the attractive girls?" He asked
"Yeah, I can't sneak the girls in the shower with me can I?"
"True" he smirked Pulling me to kiss him I happily kissed back as he pulled me practically ontop of him "any other reason ya went back to bisexual?" He asked
"Well, why limit yourself to have the population, might as well fuck everyone" I smirked kissing down his muscular body tugging the covers With me revealing more of his body with each kiss causing goosebumps across his skin from the chill in the air
"Your a horny bastard" he laughs
"Every day baby" I smirked leaving a hiki in his hip "what about you?" I smirked pressing kisses down his shaft
"Uhh!! Much the same really, why limit myself, plus the girl bots are so much better then the boy bots" he smirked "uuumm Simon" he groans tugging on my hair
"True" I smirked "yes Milo?"
"Fuck come on" he smirked pulling me back to kissing his lips and before I could even think he slipped himself inside me making me gasp in both suprise and from it feeling so good gun having to slowly move where we hadn't done it in so long given stasis and all
"Uhh!! It's rude to go in without asking you know" I remind
"Yeah well.." he smirked moving my hips to make me ride him even if after a couple of pushes I started doing it in my own "you where bein' a tease" he groaned
"Ohh look you can use that word without shortening it" I laughed
"Shut up Simon" he smirked pushing us over so I laid on my back down his bed, he kneeled on the bed over me his knees holding my thighs apart, he pinned my arms down so I had no escape as he moved fast and hard leaving me as a moaning mess within seconds I finished fairly quickly across my own stomach and he did too not long after as deep inside me as he could, once we both got our breath back he pulled out and laid beside me as I had a ciggerette "there bad for ya" he reminded
"Come on Milo I only do it after sex" I answered lighting it up
"I know... Still" he says "would ya give up? For me?"
"I'd try" I smiled "if you wanted me to, I'd try, I don't know how well it would go but" I shrug
"It doesn't bother me that much, I just don't want ya gettin' sick" he says "almost everythin' is bad for ya anyway" he sighed
"Good point doctor" I laughed
"Simon?" He asks after a while
"Yeah?"
"Would ya give it up for me?"
"Give what up?"
"Everyone else. So it's just you and me? Like a committed relationship?"
"I don't know Milo... It's not that I wouldn't want to have a committed relationship with you it's just" I explain "I'm a sex addict Milo, it's all I know. I try my best to stay normal but it's hard. Trying to give up sex would be harder then giving up the ciggerettes" I explain
"Ya could still have sex with me" he smiled
"I know" I smiled "but if it was... just you, fuck I'd have you tied to the bed twenty four hours a day" I explain "I'm a sex addict, it's all I ever think about, all I ever want to do, Milo I love you I do, but I don't want to be in a completly monogamous relationship with you because... I don't want you to think I only like you for sexual reasons and that's just not true. I don't want you to waste your time with me when I'll ever want is sex" I explain
"How long have ya been like this?"
"For as long as I remember, I was addicted to touching myself when I was eleven. Addicted to sex the first time I ever did it," I explain
"Simon, I really do love ya, but if ya don't want a committed relationship with me, that's okay." He says kissing my cheek "just promise I'll always be your number one boy?"
"Of course you are" I smiled kissing him.
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