"Eh?"

Did he just say what I think he said?

No, it can't be true, I only met him today

"T-Tommy?"

Shit, what do I do?

What do I say?

"UuUUMmM"

Omg, did my voice just crack?!?!

"I understand that you don't have an answer for me right now, but I want you to know this isn't the first time we've met."

I stand there and think for a second, have I met him before? He did say he's liked me since the 7th grade, but I only had friends that were girls

"You may not remember but in the 7th grade I had asthma and was struggling to make it through the 2nd lap around the field"

"Wait a minute, you've based your feelings for me off one encounter with me!?!?!"

"Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

God, is he really this stupid?!?!

"Let me ask you something, were you gay or bi before you met me?"

He then started rubbing his neck

"Ummm, no"

"What would you do if you hurt me?" I say in a quiet whisper, but just loud enough for him to hear

"Hurt you? I would never do such a thing!"

"How do you know?"

Why am I breaking into tears?

"What happens when you get bored of me, and break up with me?

What'll you do then!?!?"

"Tommy, I wouln-"

"No, do not give me false hope, you don't even know me. I'll come to disappoint you, so just give up."

I then run to the bathroom stalls hoping he won't follow me.

God,what is wrong with me? I just met him today. Why can't I just be normal?

***********Riders POV**************

Shit, why'd I confess

I should've waited.

Now he's never gonna talk to me and it's all my fault,

Don't cry, don't cry Rider you'll be alright

You only have 2 more periods to go,

But of course he's in all of them

God why am I so stupid?!?!?

*Ring, Ring, Ring*

Great, now I gotta go to class with him

How great

*********Tommy's POV***********

I hear the bell ring and go back to class

Today was supposed to be a good day but no!

I've been confessed to by a random ho-......... Decent looking guy and by my best friend

Now I have to classes left with Rider and I have no one to talk to,

Esme and I both play flute but Im pretty sure she won't talk to me again

I walk in the class and see no one there, did I miss something?

I start walking towards the band locker room and see Rider there with the 2nd trumpet, Jacky

I walk a bit closer and see Riders face red and Jackys blushing face

Did Rider confess to him too?!?!?

Of course he did!

I should've known that he's one of those asshholes who go for the "easy" guys

Why am I crying over a dick like him?

I can't bear to look at this anymore, I run out and bump into Esme

She looks worried about me but just stands there and says nothing

So I just run outside

I get outside and yell

"FUCK THIS, IM SKIPPING THE REST OF SCHOOL" and leave

It probably wasn't a great idea to yell that I'm leaving school grounds while schools in session, but I honestly don't care at this point

I just wanna go cry in a corner with some ice cream and never leave