I have always been wondering what my purpose in this life was. My family sent me to study abroad when I was a mere child. The people I always take as a friend at the end showed their true colors. I’ve never understood why I have to be alive if always have to be alone. After a lot of betrayals, a lot of sad happenings, I came to be a person who was always in his own world. Always wandering, only searching for a meaning in this universe. Every day passed by and every day, life was so meaningless. I came to a point where I can’t stand being alive. But one day, I met a guy. A very normal guy, but with a glare full of braveness and love. That was the very first time I felt something I couldn’t really explain; only watching that certain guy. But after the day I first met him I started to have some dreams, that were coming to true.

That dream at first was only a flash in the nothing, but day after day I could see more into the dream until I realize that was an explosion. Between that big explosions, there was him, Dan. The guy that stole my heart at first sight. With that, even though I don’t understand why, but I knew that our fates were really going to be very tight with each other.

I have never been a brave person, and never have been me the first one to approach him. Today I wake up with a bad feeling in my chest, I felt that my dream was going to come true sooner than expected.

I have always been alone and that have made me unable to speak even with classmates, but even though, a lot of girls even boys always get attracted to me. But only one person is able to catch my eye and even if I can watch him from afar I want to be by his side. But today I feel something strange it’s like everybody it’s going to change in a serious way.

It seemed to have been very frustrated over this strange feeling, but I cannot avoid it. This strange feeling gets stronger once I get outside my room just to meet with Dásid. The only other guy that have talked to me; even I don’t understand why, but I think he knows something about me and Dan; even if I, myself, don’t understand what it is.

In the moment I glare at him this strange feeling feels like something more, like something it’s going to happen. He has always tried to speak with me, but even I want to talk with him I can’t do it. But today it’s different. In his deep brown eyes I can see something that I couldn’t explain at all.

“It seems like…” he started to say meanwhile I’m walking it’s not like I’m being mean to him, but sometimes I don’t understand how to behave before others. “ … it’s already starting, that what you see in your dreams.”

If I was like before I wouldn’t even bother to care about what he just said, but he said something about my dreams and that made me freeze.

“What?” I was hesitating, I didn’t know how to stand this situation.

“Soon enough you will be able to understand why you have that dreams…” Dásid approach me without any hesitation in him, I felt awkward when he almost put his face so close to mine “and why you feel like that towards Dan”

I couldn’t say anything back at him at all, it was something I couldn’t really get. We keep glaring at each other until he started to get back. While he was going I keep thinking a lot about what he just said. I couldn’t get it all, I couldn’t understand what in my mind what I was thinking, but I knew for sure I had to search for Dan.

I have never been good in showing my emotions, so I couldn’t know what kind of face I was doing while I was searching for Dan. When people glared back at me while I was running through the institute I knew they could see something wrong on me. I just was hoping to find Dan soon, I couldn’t care about the others now.

When I get out from one of the buildings I could see Dan by a corridor, when I saw him I felt better; but I couldn’t explain this need to see as soon as possible, I even didn’t know what to see when I finally face him. My heart rhythm started to feel at ease and stopped running. I felt like I was being my old self little by little. In that very moment he spotted me with his beautiful eyes, with that very eyes of him I could get that I wasn’t liked by him, maybe that’s why sometimes I only could say mean things to him. However, he started to touch his head as if something was hurting him. I get close to him with a worrisome stare. But when he hit me with his head I couldn’t be at ease and I said something that maybe I shouldn’t have, but I thought that he maybe wasn’t going to care. To make him forget about it I said something mean as always and he get to be as he always have been.

I don’t understand what this feeling is, but when I’m beside him my heart feels warm, but another part inside of me feels weird. I just hope this day would be as always have been. It was a useless wish, but I really meant it at that moment, I couldn’t be able to avoid what was fated to come true. 

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Sorry for the wait I was very busy last week i was trying to publish this on friday but stuff happended, but here it is. I will try to update every friday as the spanish ver. I'm gonna share with you soon the first draw of Dan :) Hope you like it! Wait for it!