Those thoughts clung to me as I drifted in and out of a restless sleep, dreaming about the future I'd never see and the daughter I would never have. I woke up countless times with her name on my lips and tears pouring down my cheeks. I had lost her once before, during the battle with Nemesis, but it was nothing compared to the pain I felt now, when I hadn't even had the chance to say good-bye. Then, I'd known there was a chance to save her. This time, without Jono she was out of my reach forever and that hurt more than I could bear. How could I ever have another child knowing what I had lost?