I MUST HAVE SEX WITH HER.

I understood that much. BUT, B-But...

I just couldn't get a grasp on the situation in front of me and the thing that I was required to do. I am not one of those too-kind and goody-two-shoes protagonists you would likely have seen in harem anime/manga. I was a 17-year-old boy and this girl was cute enough to make my hormones go wild but...

Name: Esta Lucan

Age: 13

That "age" info was making me reluctant. On one side I was thinking "This is just a game world, it wouldn't make a pedo to actually go after her" but on the other side, I couldn't disagree to the fact that whatever kind of excuse I may come up with, ultimately I was about to defile a 13-year-old.

What should I do?

What can I do?

What? What? WHAT?

As I was scratching my hair in agony over my helplessness, I saw that her HP has dwindled to 10. This isn't good. I was only thinking in terms of morality. But then morals are just personal feelings and guidelines, more often than not made up by people of the society rather than an individual. They're subjective feelings and values, not tangible, concrete laws/rules. So I took a decision. If this was a criminal act in the eyes of God, then he would punish me for it.

I will do the deed.

I removed my Tshirt and then the pants. The pants came off quickly. Sometimes the backbenchers in the class used to bring porn magazines and they would hide it in my desk because the monitor of the class was a girl and she was reluctant to come near me. As for the reason why she did that...That's the story of some other time. When teachers would be explaining the scientific stuff, my gaze would forcibly take to the big-boobed busty babes on the cover. And my Lil brother would start giving a hard salutation in my pants. So to relieve me of that pent up stress, I learned the art to ask for the washroom, where I would strip and begin to fap. I have done this so many times that I can literally get out of any form of clothing in my lower half like Houdini used to escape from his death-defying magic stunts.

I took off my red underwear which had a naruto chakra logo on the front. Is this the scenario where someone would say "Boys will always be Boys".

And then with shaking hands and reluctant will, I first stripped the clothes above her abdomen. The armor pads which were mounted on her elbows were heavy and it took me some time to remove her top. So the girls in this game don't wear a bra?

Her petite boobs lay in plain view in front of me. They weren't big by any means but were decently big for her tiny body. When I remember the first time I saw her, I thought she was one of those flatties, but damn those mounds are big enough to fit in my hands, Or...are it is my hand which is small?

I then removed the lower clothing, which came off easily. There were armor plates on her ankles but when pulled, they dragged the lighter portions of her pants away, and then what I saw was the thing that I have seen in my life for the first time.

A real crotch area of a real girl. There was no pixelation, no fading to black around me, nothing like that. A cute little pussy, with peach pink color, was in front of me. And I don't know when drool begins to form in my mouth.

I think she was a virgin because her pussy wasn't wide open like the porn actresses that I have seen countless times. And although I have never had sex, I knew rudimentary procedures based on my eroge and doujin knowledge. Thank god, I used to like vanilla genres, unlike the rapges which are more popular.

I brought my mouth near her pussy. The fragrance that entered my nostrils were so sweet, I felt as if I am in a garden full of roses. My mouth begins to drool again and my heart had already gone Doki! Doki!

I spread apart her legs somewhat more and begin to lick her pussy.

"Umm.." a moan escaped her lips. I panicked and pulled myself away thinking she has woken up but she was still unconscious. Maybe when I attacked her special region, her body reflexively tried to send her some signals. This line of thinking was true as her legs begin to slowly hide her pussy. HP: 8

The lowering single-digit number brought me back to my senses again. I spread apart her legs and made her pussy moist with my saliva. The first time I licked it, a strange taste was registered in my brain. Maybe mystique is a better word for it. The taste of her pussy was like the peach I used to enjoy eating with mom and dad when I was small. The wet sticky feeling enhanced the taste more and the sweet scent of her flesh was already working as an aphrodisiac of the best quality. 

I think her pussy was moistened enough. Licking that sweet region of hers has made my Lil brother mad. It was hurting me trying to stay in the open air. If it had a mouth that could talk, I think it would already be screaming "Send me to the cave, Send me to the Cave! I can't breathe."

I spread apart her legs once more and hit against her pussy.

"Arghhh..." Esta cried. She wasn't awake but the pain registered in her body. It actually registered in mine too. It wasn't even an inch inside her and I was already feeling some brunt of the pain. And I honestly thought of backing up again. Her little pussy looked like some USB slot when my penis was long and thick like the end of an HDMI cable. I literally thought

"Would it even fit inside?"

But I had no choice. And I pushed somewhat.

"Arghh..."

"Ugh...."

I and she cried at the same time. If I go back into my world and hear a girl saying first-time is only painful for the girls, I would kill her on the spot. My body did felt the pleasure but the pain of drilling inside her body was great too. But one thing that I could say was, that the pain was slowly fading away in front of the pleasure as I went deeper and deeper inside her. 

"Aa...Ahhh..." she cried as I trusted back and forth.

Tears begin to form on her face. I was feeling guilty with a capital G. There was no way I could ever forgive me for doing this. If she wakes up and tells me to kill myself, I had prepared myself to do that. Why I was doing this? I was brought into this world forcibly. I was never meant to be here. The very fact that I was given nothing to prevent an attack against mere slimes was proof enough to state that I wasn't required here. So why I was going this far for her?

Think of me as an idiot, but I chose this excuse - She is beautiful enough to stay alive even if I am punished with death to save her.

I think I was reaching climax. The heat in my body had begun to build up. I could feel the heat being emitted out of this loli elf's body as well. The heat was sinking us in, and I felt like I would literally melt if this continued. Sweat after sweat had appeared on both mine and her body. It was as if we were fucking in the center of a fire ring.

"Aaa...Uuugh...Haaaaa...."

"Ahhhhhh....."

My penis shot cum after cum inside her. The interesting fact was that I could feel some of the cum coming out to, and then I noticed she had orgasmed.

Her little head suddenly bounced up and her tiny hands reached my chest.

HP: 3

But this time her body was warm. So I think the effect of the Ibex Eagle's attack has faded away.

But now what to do about this?

I was fully naked in front of her, with my Lil brother raging again as it sensed the arousal I felt when my gaze noticed the hardened pink nipples of her two decent sized breasts.

"P-Pe"

"I can explain this." I tried to say but...

"PERVERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT"

Her cry had already shaken every nook and cranny of the cave where I had brought her.

Her eyes were red and full of tears. I tried to bring my hands closer to her cheeks to wash them away but she slapped my hands away with hers.

"Explain..." she said while crying and making a miserable face with a combined expression of spry shame, absolute anger, and killing intent

"Explain, why did you rape me?"

*Sigh*

I knew this would happen. Should I ready myself if she decides to kill me for this?