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Human Concepts

Confession, Prologue part 2

Confession, Prologue part 2

Jul 08, 2020

Are the fallen angels with Satan jealous of the fact we humans can sin and be forgiven, whereas they were thrown out of heaven?
Why can't angels be forgiven too?
Why must they be perfectly obedient to God?
Am I asking the wrong questions due to my ignorance, and if so, why am I so ignorant? Is it because I'm human?
And since I rarely feel regret and guilt for things I should, why do I feel it so strongly when it comes to my family? Why do I love you guys even though I'm wicked?
Why can't I follow simple rules, even at work and school?
Does all of this tie together somehow?Will I ever find out?
How will I die and how soon?
Do I have a purpose and will my desires come true?
Is all mental illness demonic?
Why, if I'm so wicked, do I have talents like my intelligence, which I have figured out recently is far greater than I thought? Is my intelligence a delusion?
Why, why, am I so caught up in this?
Do I really have a generational curse? (Explained later) What does that entail, and why does it exist, if it does?
Who exactly was my biological father? Was he like me? Capable, but unable?
Am I worthless because I openly follow Satan?
Why does Satan fight, if he's going to lose in the end?
On what terms does God choose who will be good and bad, he says we have a choice, but do we if he knows everything and it's predestined?
What exactly is hell like?
Do these questions even matter? Why am I typing them for you to read? Why am I curious?
Why, all of the sudden, do I feel the need to confess these things to you guys?
Why do I hate God?
Why do I despise happiness and joy? Why do I want to see people suffer exactly, other than the evil that lives inside me?
Is God disgusted by me? Does He cry?
Why doesn't God speak directly to people now like in the Bible?
Why did God put the tree of knowledge in the garden of Eden if it was so tempting? Was he testing Adam and Eve? If so, why would he do that because He already knew what was going to happen.
Were Adam and Eve's sins equal since they both ate the fruit, or is Eve worse for starting it? Or are all sins equal?
Does God feel hatred for any human?
Why am I not motivated to do things, is it my demons?
I don't think God was created, will I ever understand how he's been existing forever? Isn't the meaning of forever moot simply because it means for all time, and time is a human concept?
Are each and every one of us destined to be with one other person?
Why is the LBTQ community considered sin? Why can't a man love a man, why does that bother God, why is it considered wrong by him?
Just how messed up are our perceptions of things because of human concepts? Can you make a pact with more than one demon, and what do pacts entail?
Why did God punish all of humanity for Eve's sin?
Why do I rebel against authority so much?
Why is there a set demon for sins (Leviathan: Envy, Lucifer: Pride, Amon: Wrath, Belphegor: Sloth, Asmodeus: Lust, Mammon: Greed, Beelzebub: Gluttony, etc)?
Why are poly relationships sinful?
Why does God get to decide wrong and right, is it because he's existed for all time? If that's it, if I had existed for all time, would I make the rules?
Why aren't things like Harry Potter true, if there's magic, why aren't there schools for it and stuff?
God has the authority to judge now, but if we had it, would we see things he does as sin? Why do so many of us hate our Creator even though He loves us so much?
Does Satan want everyone, or just certain people? What does he base his decisions on as to who he gives power and influence?
Can Satan and demons fall in love?
Do demons blatantly walk among us?
Is the thing about controlling a demon if you know their real name true? If so, does Satan have a real name?
How much of the Bible is messed up because human hands wrote it and translated it?
Why didn't God write the Bible himself? Why does God give happiness, but Satan can't?
How influential are demons really? How powerful?
Do each of us have a 'guardian angel'? Why didn't God destroy humans after we betrayed him, and if it's because of love, why does he love us, if the answer is because we were made in his image, would that mean he loved himself so much that he wanted to make us?
Are Heaven and hell on different 'dimensions' as we humans call it and if not, why can't we access it from earth? How did humans come up with the science and theories we have, and do they actually make sense or are we delusional?
How twisted are humans' perception of right and wrong?
Do demons know they are wrong and evil, or do they see things in a different light? Can a human be made a demon, if so, how?
Why did God make angels?
Do any demons regret siding with Satan? Does Satan ever regret betraying God? How many 'human' emotions does Satan feel, or does he feel them all, and I'm backwards because our emotions are based off of him?
Why do we feel emotions?
Why did God let things get this bad on earth, if He can control everything, why not do it and save Him from the grief?
Does God love demons, and does He love Satan?
How many of these questions are invalid due to my lack of understanding basic things?
Why does God bring happiness by taking away the power you desire, while Satan gives it to you and you're miserable?
Can thoughts be sins?
Why, as I'm still writing this, do I now suddenly feel a revulsion to actually sending it? Why do I hide?
Why have I lied to my parents before when at the time, I knew they knew the truth?
What's my religion? I can't find anybody like me who knows on a base level right and wrong, but chooses to follow wrong, knowing the consequences.
Why didn't my parent's christianity rub off on me?
Why is wickedness so attractive?
Who in the world, human-wise, has the most sins?
Are there different levels of hell, or do you just cease to exist?
Who in the world, human-wise has the LEAST amount of sins?
Why do drugs affect the human body and why did God allow them to be possible?
Does Satan think he'll win the war with God?
Does Satan deceive demons as much as humans, or does he at all?
When God comes back, will we all see it, I heard He would come down from the sky and we would all see it, why would we all just happen to look at the sky?
When we see Him coming back, what will we feel, if anything certain? And if we do, how will it differ between the saved and unsaved?
I've been baptised, how does that factor in with who I am now? Is that baptism now cancelled out by my wickedness, or did it mean nothing in the first place because I was already too wicked? Does that baptism affect me now in any way?
Are all murderers affected by Satan, or do we do things like that on our own as well, or is that question invalid because all sins have to do with Satan?
If God gives us 'free choice' and we follow Satan, we're not free, and if we follow God, we're also not free because of the commandments, so are we not free no matter what?
Does Satan feel happiness?
Was Satan evil from the beginning or did he change?
Does God miss Satan? Does Satan miss God?
Why didn't God create humans with the mental capacity to understand certain things?
Why does God not give us answers we want until we get to heaven, if He does give the answers then?
How active is Satan in world affairs?
Do damned sinners have a mark on their heart or soul that demons can see?
If you sell your soul, are you destined to go to hell or can God still save you?
How many people have sold their souls, how common is it?
How much control does a demon have over you if you sell your soul?
How powerful can you get by selling your soul?
Do demons prefer certain humans over others, and if so, what's the reasoning behind it?
Does intelligence matter if you can't find the means to answer your questions? Am I really intelligent, or is it a farce to cause me to believe I'm more than I am to make me reckless with what I'm doing?
What do demons value, does it differ between demons?
Do demons also hold grudges against each other like humans?
Do some humans have more magic ability than others?
Why does God consider magic evil?
What is our level of magic ability based on, is the reasoning spiritual?
Are the visions of hell some people claim to have when they've had a close call with death real or hallucinations?
Who is more beautiful, God or Satan? Why was Satan God's favorite angel if He knew what Satan would become?
Does Satan have the power to tell the future like God, and if not, is he under the delusion that he may win this war?
Will this war manifest like others, with two opposing forces, and if so, will I fight among demons? If so, will I do it knowingly?
In death, do the people damned to hell get answers like people who go to heaven probably will?
If hell is just us ceasing to exist, and we supposedly feel the weight of our sins if we're damned to hell, how long do we feel it before we cease to exist? Just during judgement?
Will the saved remember their loved ones and earthly relationships in heaven? If not, isn't that a bit manipulative on God's part? If humans are made in God's image, why do we take after Satan so much? Why didn't God make us exactly like Him? Or when that's said in the Bible, does it mean we're only aesthetically made in God's image and that's why Satan can rule our hearts?
Does Satan love anything or anybody? Does he love himself? Or hate himself? Does he feel shame for his actions? Is he deceived as far as God goes, or does he know all the truth and still oppose Him? Does he ever believe lies, like he's justified in his fight against God? Or is he aware of everything but still fights to destroy?
Does Satan hate God or humans more? Why does hate exist? Why did God allow that?
Considering God can do ANYTHING and has COMPLETE POWER, doesn't that mean He technically allows evil things to happen? Or is my question invalid, because of the boundaries of human thinking?
Why do I forget important things so easily?
Why can I not peg down a single time in my life where I can say for certain I was happy?
What is the specific cause of my memory blocks, and how would my life change if I remembered everything?
How do I understand what other people have been through even though I haven't been through it myself?
Why do I feel like I'm going through what other people have gone through when they tell me their bad memories?
Are the times I can tell the future before it happens from God or Satan? If God, why was I given that privilege, if Satan is the cause, why?
Does everyone have a sixth sense for trouble like me, and is it from God or Satan?
Why do I make more sense when I write than when I speak?
Does Satan pay special attention to people who sin, or people he tries to cause to sin?
How much does Satan do, and how much does he leave up to the demons under him?
Do demons get some form of pay like humans with their jobs on earth?
Does Satan have any close, trusted demons around him?
Does the order in which the fallen angels were cast out of heaven have an effect on their power or the respect they get from other demons?
Do angels and demons encounter each other often? If they do, what are their reactions to each other?
Do damned souls have guardian angels? Are fallen angels and demons different, or do you become a demon once you're fallen? If there's a difference, where did demons originate from?
Can demons have children together? If so, are there demon schools for demon children, or are the children even age oriented? Do they have to learn to speak and walk and do demon things, or are they born with that knowledge? IF demons can have children, that is.
Do demons live together in a community somewhere off earth? Or do they prefer to be on earth? If they have communities, what are they like?
Do demons go to war with each other like humans, or do they consider themselves all on the same side?
Do demons have politics? I think so, some demons have legions of other demons under them. If this is true, how is their amount of power decided?
How much of a hand does Satan have in the business of demons? Is he active, or does he leave them to themselves?
Can a demon do something wrong to get punished for, or are their characters and actions and drive decided by what they are?
Are there more demons, or angels?
Can an angel become fallen just like that or have the ones that were going to fall already all fallen? If angels fall and become bad on a regular basis, why? What changes their minds? And if some angels have fallen, does that mean every angel has the capability to fall? If so, doesn't that make them kind of like humans, with more power and less free choice?
Does Satan have favorites of stuff like humans have a favorite TV show, or is all his focus and purpose on destroying earth and trying to go against God? Is he an entity capable of multiple things and feelings, or does he only follow a single purpose?
Does Satan ever want to give up the fight against God?
If mental illnesses are real and not a spiritual thing, can demons have mental illness?
Do demons get addicted to things like humans?
Are there any demons who like humans, or angels that dislike humans?
Can an angel fall from heaven for impure thoughts or desires, or do they have to take action?
Do angels get angry with God?
Do demons have the choice to incorporate themselves into human life and serve their own purpose, or are they required to serve Satan?
Why doesn't God provide forgiveness to angels and demons like He does to humans?
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