heyyyy its been a while...anyways just wanted to say the reason I stopped posting was bc I got caught shoplifting and messaging boys and reading some bl mangas and long story short my parents are disappointed in me but whatever ill move out sooner or later. dont shoplift tho my friend pressured me into doing it, worst mistake I could make. um anyways online school was really easy I got As all last quarter but for my semester grades I had one b. my birthday was like 2 weeks ago and that was fun. me and my family still go out a lot, I actually haven't got any of my electronics back but my parents made me keep my laptop in my room and obviously im not just gonna let it sit there duh. It was at like 20 percent but like 2 days ago they left for a day and I secretly charged it hehe now im here. i also have a midnight bedtime bc one of my brothers decided to be awake and active at 3 or 4 in the morning and my dad has trouble sleeping. i also got sick today bc i ate too much salmon and cookies im fine now. i keep thinking about my friend and i just cant wait to see him again and finally talk to him. okk so backstory this really toxic ex of mine started being bitchy to me and all my friends and made one of them cry so I punched him in the face but hes moving soon so yayyy and he was very manipulative to that one friend that i keep thinking about but now we can be besties again without having that jackass standing in the way of our friendship. i like the dude tho and ive just realized bc ive been thinking about him so much and he thinks i used to like him in the seventh grade but ive liked him ever since and i keep dreaming about him. i also keep dreaming about an ex of mine who i actually loved but i had to move and long distance does not work so well but im moving back and i hope i see that other guy again too. anyways thats all thats going on rn if anyone want to know more then just leave a comment but I doubt anyones ever going to see this, its just my way of venting buttt if you made it this far congrats on reading my long ass paragraph byeee :)