You....You want to know right that why I was keeping quiet till now? That am I single or else in love with someone else? You want to know about that right? Then OK fine I'll tell you. But then if these things aren't up to your expectations then I'm not the one to blame its you yourself.
He said those words by stuttering. He didn't even turn back nor he moved from there, and neither I did. He was at last going to give me all my answers..But why I feel like something bad is going to happen.. And why the heck I should blame him? This isn't a time to discuss within myself.. I should ask him this time I shouldn't keep quiet. I should get my answers all at once..
OK. Tell me Ofcourse I want to listen to all your answers. I have already waited up-to 3 years. You knew but you were quiet all the time.. Tell me. I said those words by sniffing slowly. Where he shouldnt get the idea of me being an cry baby for him. Because I'm a boy. Yes I'm disguised in a girl but then I don't want to lose my self respect in front of him.
OK then listen. I knew that you love me. The day I joined, your eyes were always stuck on me. Yes I never met your gaze but I can too feel your eyes all over me all the time. I thought it can be some teenage love but then as the days passed on, your unrequited love started getting deep. You even changed your seats so that you can only see me but no one else. You were even evasdropping on me when I talk to other teachers about my personal stuffs.
Of course when you do these kind of things WHO WILL NOT FEEL SUFFOCATED. AND THUS I FELT SUFFOCATED .It made me fed up of you people running behind me all the time. I thought atleast you were different you will change as you will see rejecting me those girls but no you are even more worst than them. And this was the only thing which I was waiting from a long time to tell you but I wasn't having courage to come up with this topic so this time thanks to you who broked my silence and the grudges which I was holding from a very long time.
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