My body became too numb. I was trembling to the core where no one can make me to come back to my senses. It was like there was a thin bridge and I was standing at the starting point and him at the ending. As if I'm trying to reach out for him but he, pushed me gradually off that thin bridge as if I was nothing but a mere human being. Tears were flowing down continously. He was standing there the same place few steps forward but he didn't turn to see, with what I'm going through. I raised my hands to hold him and hug him tightly for one last time, but I wasn't able to get a hold this time. This time my heart and brain weren't giving me signals the way they use to give me..
OK, thank you so much for letting me know all these things I'm happy that atleast it wasn't too late. I stood up and said those words without stuttering this time. I have to be strong. I'm a strong person, my parents have always made me stronger day by day and I don't want them to feel insulted at this very moment. . No matter if I'm a boy disguised in a girl, now it doesn't matter at all.
No worries, take care and reach home soon. And ya Iam married. Good bye. Hope we will make our teacher and student relationship simple from here after. He said those words with his usual voice without even turning towards me,and said those words so easily. We were a mere students who were at their late teenage years, loving a person who was so kind to us. Was it our fault? It's not only me but the others too. Though I'm happy that atleast I came to know. I hope they'll too.
Those words didn't hurt me much the way he hurted me just a few minutes ago. It was like there wasnt anything inside my body. It was just so empty. And the brain, it was just whispering me to stay strong no matter what. Even if the situation made me broke into pieces, it will always remind me to stay strong no matter what. That's what my parents always taught me.. They are with me. So I don't need anyone.
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