As his grip started loosing. I felt a sharp throb inside my heart. His touch! I was waiting for that so long. But this time it's the real me who is fighting with the reel me. I can't expose myself in front of him so easily. It will either create a bigger difference or else no difference. And Im not the kind of person who will take risk .He loosed his grip and was standing idle behind me.  It was like he wants to touch me so badly. And now this thing turns me on so badly too. 

"OK, I'm going now. I hope the thing which happened today won't be counted tomorrow."  I said those words stuttering and was about to leave. That's when he grabbed both of my arms and took me closer to him.  "Huh? " I was surprised and was confused at the same time. What was he trying to do. Inside my body my plastic boob's were about to fall down. I wasnt able to focus totally.  It's when he started questioning me like hell.  

"What's your problem? I'm asking sorry right? Can't you atleast consider me for once? " He said those words with a very deep reaction as if he was too frustrated over the fact of my ignorance.  I started ignoring his gaze and he was talking. I couldn't hear him because my whole body was shivering. And my heart and mind were only questioning me that what if I get caught today? 

I can't take risks.  "STOP".  (I shouted loudly on his face again). " What the heck? You said me to go and continue ignoring you. Now? What do you want from me?  I said those words without paying attention to the situation currently we were in. I wasn't having too much time. I should run from here. But he isn't leaving my hands at all. OK then there is only one way. 

Ah... Lucy.. I'm sor....M ngh.. .... I grabbed him suddenly and kissed him on his lips. It was so hard to loose his grip but I managed any how and got close to him. And that's when our first ever kiss happened.