You think

You know

You expect

You want

You force

Me to meet your standards

Of what I become.

You want me to be strong

You want me to live emotionless

Live like a damn robot

I am strong

Just not in a way you see fit

“You’re a man now”

“You should be strong”

Guess what hon

I‘m not a man

I’m not an adult

I’m still child

Searching for what 

Fits for them

A gender-nonconforming

Person

A plant blooming and

Surviving

But you wouldn’t know

Would you?

Cause you don’t give

Shits about me

Everyone says you

Wouldn’t understand

Because you live in a

Different time.

But that’s fake news!!

You live here at this time!

Right here

Right now!!!

I could be dead

And i'm sure

You would finally

care Then.

Why

Would

You

Care

When

I’m

Dead

But

Not

When

Im

here

Breathing

Now?

Am I just a

Thing

You can dispose of?

Or more

Like rotten food

You keep in you

Fridge to eat later

So it could die with you

You degrade me

My family

My sibling

You hide your catholicism

Behind Buddhism

“You should go pray,

Apologize for your sins”

‘Pray to buddha”

My sibling is not

A dog you can boss

They are fine

They can be wrong and

Live with it

We can’t fit

Your norms

So much for

Being our “grandma”

You old hag

Wrinkles in every

Corner of your

Damned soul

While us

Living our best lives

Living free

Living

Period