Hey, you're probably wondering where the hell I went, and for good reason. Well . . . there are kind of a lot of reasons so I'll give you the short version.

1. My mental health has been deteriorating since March of 2020 and I haven't really been in a good state to write. I hate saying things like that because it feels like an excuse, but at the end of the day, it's true.

2. I've always struggled with an actual update schedule, which isn't fair to you the readers and makes me feel terrible about not being able to supply enough of the story I want to in order to actually update.

3. (This is the last one I promise) I haven't been writing much lately since I've been so preoccupied with keeping the relationships I hold dear in this weird-ass time, which has made me lose a bit of my writing style . . . which is really frustrating and discouraging. 

I know that I haven't updated in a really long time and this is probably not surprising at this point, but I've decided to re-write the story. At the moment I'm working on 2 stories that differ from this one mainly because I get writer's block when I work with the same characters for too long so this is helping to mitigate that. I am also working on rewriting this story into something I can be proud of and write enough of in order to keep a real update schedule. 

If you've stuck around this long, thank you. I'll be back late September to early October and hopefully with an actual update schedule. Thank you for being patient with this crazy busy human. 

Lots of Love, Izzyawesm