Dontae-

DONTae Looked down at her, Then he looked around at the sticky floor, disgusted. All the windows were boarded up. Ms. Chelsea was 5 feet tall yellow with gray eyes and freckles, and even with all the drugs, you could still see her beauty. She had to have been somebody’s wife or mother at some point. She was not old, and she had the body of a model. She was just gone in the head. She looked Donte dead in his eyes. He was not supposed to be here. He still came into this building with her. “That feel-good baby?” She asked. He did not respond. He was too busy looking at this old wooden house; it looked like it was a strong wind away from collapsing. “Pop!” she pulled his penis out her mouth. “That would be 50 dollars,” she said, holding out her shaking hands. “I only have a 100,” he told her. She smiled then quickly snatched the money out his hand. “I will get your change back baby” “or you could use the other 50,” she said, pulling down her pants. He had just turned 15, and this was a chance to lose his virginity. Theses days, Girls want a dude that knows what they are doing. “Uh...okay,” he spoke up. Chelsea bent over in front of him, then grabbed his penis. “Aye,” he jumped as he cold, clammy hands touched him. “what is wrong, baby?” She asked, scratching. “Nothing,” he said, breathing hard, “go ahead.” Chelsea backed up as close as she could and tried to ride him, but she was a woman, and he was a boy, so much of nothing happened.

 A loud boom sounded off as the door flew open, and police yelled, “freeze. Donte realized he was scammed when the light from the busted down door shined in; he didn't even enter her; it was just his junk touching her leg. He wasted the only money he had for the game system. He should have stayed in his lane. “I want my money back,” he fussed. “baby, you got what you paid for now tell your Lil friends about me,” she said, counting all the money she had earned. There wasn’t time to argue as the police went room to room; he had to climb out of the window and run. It wasn't worth it. All the crack heads ran out of the house. He ran too he held on to his pants and jumped over the fence. He didn't stop running until his lungs gave out. When he got home, he checked around to make sure he wasn't followed. Once the coast was clear, he used his key to get in.

Mama wasn't home. It was Friday, which means she was working late. He went into his hiding spot in his room and pulled out the stash. Because she wasn't home, he didn't have to mute it.  Ms mocker is a nurse, so she works 12-hour shifts sometimes even longer depending on the bills. He had finally saved up enough money after helping with the chores to get him a game system. Donte was on his way to pick up a system. MS Chelsea hunted him down. She somehow sensed he had money. But the truth was donte went looking for trouble he went into that side of the neighborhood.  All the boys at school said they had sex with her. He wasn't going to be one of them at first.  But he soon became curious after a conversation with Greg. He talked about how great sex was.

So, he had to find out.

Donte turned on the DVD and turned up the volume on the TV. The movie started off with the guy and the girl talking she laughed, and the camera zoomed in on her booty, She danced for the camera. Then the scene switched to her naked and sucking him off. After that, the video froze. He was in the middle of the best beatings of his life, and the DVD froze. He got up to fix it; he realized it was paused. “Huh?” he said. Ms mocker;  cleared her throat. Guess today wasn’t one of those long shift days.

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2 years later

Engle high school

It was my 1^st Day at this school, plus it was the middle of the year. I've been working out and job searching the whole time I've been here. I walked down the hall, passing locker after locker until I reached mines. “106…107…108…109… 110 was my locker, I slid a brand new lock on it fresh out of the package. The school bell rang, and people started leaving their classrooms. Girls were smiling and waving at me, it was something I wasn’t fully use to, these girls were fully developed and pretty. I was A new face new to this area, dad was finally taking responsibility 18 years late. He called moms up and apologized for not being there the whole bs story. Mom hung up the phone, but I called him back with me gone mom could work less, or that’s what I kept telling myself as I got on the plane and moved down south.

  I looked around; nothing was familiar. The kids talked funny. As the people walked around, they used slang that I didn’t understand; The weather was hotter: the sun fries you while you walk. I really missed my mom. I didn't have any fucking friends, My old friends, we kept in contact through social media. Dad brought me to live here, but he is never home. Talking about he wanted to spend time with his son. He is never damn home; he is always over some chick house, and it turns out I had other siblings and stepsisters. I wasn’t surprised.

I opened my locker and put my books inside for class. I shut the locker and was headed to the first class on my schedule. “Hey cutie,” a tall, pretty girl spoke to me. I looked around just to make sure that she was looking at me. “yes, you in the white T-shirt with them,” she paused. Looking at my pants. “what brand is that?” she asked. “just regular… I redesigned them,” I explained. “oh, they fye,” she said. Looking me in my eyes. My heart was beating hard.“you new here I never seen you before,” she pointed me out. “g shit, you came on the worst day,” she chuckled. “why is that?” I asked, looking around. “you sleep its senior ditch day,” she explained. “everybody is leaving, or they already left,” she said. “oh, why are you still here?” I asked her. “g shit, I never miss a day,” she shrugged. “but I'm caught up in everything, so I asked to leave early,” she explained.

“wanna slide?” she asked.  I was just about to answer her gorgeous self, but somebody called my name. “Donte?” A voice spoke to me. I turned my head to find Lendaya looking at me, smiling. She was walking with three other cute girls, and they all had on super small shorts. “Yo, Len, what's up!” I dang near, yelled. I was happy to see a familiar face. Len had gotten taller, and she had dermal piercings. “Whoa, look at you!” She said, cheesing. “You aren’t no stick anymore!” She teased. “Look at your muscles,” she said, rubbing on me. “Dang you fine!” She said, smiling. “Yo!” I picked her up. “You still tiny, though,” I smiled at her. She had grown a body. She had breast and booty now; it was very noticeable. We just looked at each other, smiling. She was my first girlfriend, and I was her first boyfriend. We broke up because her parents didn’t want her dating me.

 I was broke, and my father wasn’t present, so they felt that their daughter deserved better. Which hurt like hell. I thought they liked me; they said they loved me. My grades dropped after that the whole school knew us as a couple; it was puppy love. “Its senior ditch day” “you coming, babe?” she asked, walking towards the exit. “Coming where?” I asked her. She had her hands all over me, her friends just stood next to her like security. I turned around because I didn’t get the pretty big girl's name, but when I turned around, she was gone, so we left. I followed Len, and She took me to her house.

 “Where is your family?” I asked her walking into her home, Her family came from money, so it was a lavish home. “They are out of town,” she said, smiling. “Damn, it's good to see you!” She said again. “I tried calling you...” She said, looking at me. “Yeah, that number got disconnected,” I told her. “So, what have you been up to Donte?” she asked “I've been living… we got evicted twice, but after that moms got that job at the new hospital, and we were good.” “Oh. Damn,” len said. “It's all good. I mean, things were great for a while until Stephen decided to be a dad late as hell.” “Now I'm here with you!” I said. “Where your girlfriend at?” She asked, smirking. I pointed at her. “oh, am I jit,” she replied. “I really missed you, len,” I explained. “I missed you too, babe,” she said, smiling. I chest got warm, and I smiled. She was here I was here she was single I was single we might be able to be together again, lose our virginity together and get married. I stood by the door, smiling with my head deep in my thoughts.

 “Do you want to watch a movie, Tae?” she asked. I walked into the living room. Tae, I hadn’t been called that in years. “Sure,” “I don't mind. I told her bear-hugging her and picking her up and putting her down on the couch. She was still short as heck.  She shut the curtains. “Imma take a shower I will be back,” she said. She disappeared.  “Do you smoke?” she asked “Nah,” I told her, then she left. I sat on the couch, looking through movies and trailers. I watched all the trailers that I hadn’t seen, the last couple of years has been hard, so I’ve mainly been working and helping moms out. I had no time for tv or movies plus all the money I did have ended up on bills. The movie I picked was finally starting.

 “Yo!” “Len, the movie started,” I yelled. I received no response, so I  knocked on the bathroom door. “Yeah,” she answered. “The movie started,” I told her again. “Come in!” she yelled. I walked into the small steaming bathroom. “Yo! You decent?” I yelled, covering my eyes slowly creeping into the bathroom. “Yes, I have on clothes,” she said. I uncovered my eyes; she stood there in a towel. I stood frozen, seeing a naked female now did different things to me, unlike back then. “The.. movie st..arted,” I stuttered, waking out of the bathroom. The wash towel was small and didn't cover anything that image was printed in my head. I sat down on the couch, staring intensely into the TV. “Yay! The movie is starting,” she smiled, running out the bathroom.

She sat next to me, smelling like something sweet. It was hard for me to concentrate. “You smell good, Len,” I told her. “Oh, you like?” She said, pressing her chest to my face. “I do,” I said instantly hypnotized. “Oh, shit,” I yelled out, pointing at the movie. I really wanted to see this movie. It was in theaters. 45 minutes in the movie, Len had gotten up a total of  3 times. The first time she complained it was too hot, so she changed clothes then put on some super small shorts, she turned on the AC. Then 8 minutes later, she protested it was too cold and went to get a blanket. Now she complains that she is scared of the movie and Len is all under me. She keeps rubbing on me and reaching under my shirt. “You’re warm!” She kept saying rubbing on my abs.

 “I'm uncomfortable, Len,” I told her, annoyed. She scooted away from me and began crying up. I looked at her like she was crazy. “Really, Len?” “We are supposed to be watching a movie,” I said. “I just miss you, and I want to cuddle that's all,” she wined.  Now that I remember, len has always been a spoiled cry baby when she doesn’t get her way; that was one of the things I didn’t miss about her. “Fine, Len!” I said with an attitude and reached out for her. It felt nice holding a female that you didn't have to pay for, or one that wasn’t just on TV.

My luck with girls hasn’t been all that great all my money went on bills, so I didn’t have money for clothes and shoes I had to ultimately learn how to sew and patch and I made my own fashion. Girls flirt with me all the time cause I'm cute, Even my stepsisters. They are always naked in the house. I mean, I was using the bathroom, and Kelly came in and watched me pee while doing her hair. 

I tried to shield my penis, but they keep busting in. Girls love flirting with me, but none take me seriously when I ask them out. I'm a senior now, and that still hasn’t changed. I spend my free time exercising and making clothes or watching tv, that’s my life now that I'm here with my dad. “You want to smash?” I looked at her, confused the lingo was messing with my head. “what” I asked her, confused. “do you want to fuck?” she asked. My eyes popped out my head, and I looked at her sideways; my heart started pumping really fast.

“What?” I asked her. “Do you want to have sex?” “I'm not a vegan I want your meat,” “pipe DICK,” She said this time, placing my hand between her legs. I didn't know what to say I hadn't done it before. But I did come close to Chelsea ewww. “Umm, hell no…” I thought out loud. Freaking out, I made a disgusted face thinking about that day in that crack house. “Why?” She asked, offended. “Oh, is it because of me and Greg,” she asked with an attitude. “You and Greg?” I asked her, confused. What was she talking about? After thinking about It, my heart sunk. “you had sex with Greg?” I asked her. “My hommie?”“ My kid brother?” I asked. “Len, tell me you didn't!” “When?” the only thing Greg talked about more than himself was his sex life and the things the girls were willing to do during sex with him.  I was freaking out. My vision was fading, and my heart was again broken by Len. “Yeah, I had sex with Greg” “I waited for you for so long, Donte, but you never made a move.”

 “Why do you think I broke up with you?” She said I looked at her angry and hurt. “So, you broke up with me for him, not because of your parents like you said?” I asked her. “so all the shit about my dad and us being poor… you said on your own?”I yelled.  That hurt because I needed her back then. We were fresh in middle and high school, and mama and I were having a hard time keeping a roof over our heads; it was so much stress. “It isn't that serious tae it was a long time ago.” “I still care about you.” “I missed us,” “I'm sorry, and I never cheated on you,” she said. I shook my head at the thought. “So, is that why I am here,” I asked her. “You just want to have sex?” I snapped. I was missing the whole movie in the background.

“Tae don't do this” “I wanted to chill, but I got horny,” she said while smoking her weed. “I mean, look at you now.” She said, rubbing on me and getting down on her knees in front of me. “Come on, look at me,” she said, kissing me through my pants. I rubbed on her head, and she pulled on my pants, it was finally going to happen, I was no longer going to be a virgin. It was going to be taking by my first len. “I want you,” she said. Then suddenly, she and Greg popped into my head like a porn scene. I stopped and pushed her off. “I think imma go, Len, this doesn't feel right,” I said. She sat on the floor with watery eyes, I just shook my head and left.